Sky black• Show stories

• Member since March 25, 2006.
• When I'm not writing, I'm Student.
• Visit my homepage at www.allpoetry.com/poets/sky%20black
• I am a 21 year old girl (Great Britain)
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• I have 947 comments, 395 poems, 281 stories, 2 philosophies, 5 journals

Stories I'm focused on

• "I'll Make It Up To You, I Love You..."

  400 words, 3 comments, October 9, 2007. In , Horror, Personal, Sad, Thoughts, Weird, Young adult
• An Infatuation

  500 words, 7 comments, August 5, 2007. In , Personal, Romance, Truth, Young adult..
• 'I'm Sorry, I Love You'

  500 words, 19 comments, June 14, 2006. In Depression, Erotica

My Stories

• Fine

  She lay next to him on her back, he was on his side, arm loosely over her chest, sleeping... snoring slightly. His hair was swept back, she

  400 words, January 10. In Dark, Depressing, Life, Love, Other, Personal, Real life
• Compared

  Finally someone I will NEVER compare to you
  

  300 words, January 10. In Life, Love, More, Other, Regret
• I Can't Say

  I always wondered if I was truly selfish enough to care about my heart rather than another's. Did mine really matter more than breaking someone's heart and soul? Was my happiness really that much more important?1
  

  200 words, 1 comment, December 23, 2008
• Forever

  Hiding from that smile, from knowing the feeling of happiness. Smiling for no reason at all, looking, taking little glances for the hope of a smile or even the raise of an eyebrow.1
  

  100 words, December 13, 2008

My Poetry

• Same Way

  Eyelids heavy,
  Body aching,

  <100 words, 1 comment, April 11. In angst, pain, love, sadness, personal, thoughts
• A Dream

  My eyelids drop,
  Heavy, tempting sleep,

  <100 words, 2 comments, September 2, 2009
• Don't Expect

  I never wanted to hurt you,
  I never wanted to hurt anyone.

  <100 words, 2 comments, June 4, 2009

My other items

• You, You, You at allpoetry
  You treat me like I'm yours,
  You're possessive,
• It Wasn't Love (It Could Have Been) at allpoetry
  I knew from the beginning,
  There was a chance,
• Love Is Near at allpoetry
  It's hard to imagine my life without you now,
  To try and go my everyday life,

My journal entries

• Rant!

  April 2, In Adult, Angst, Bitter, Depressing, Personal, Ranting, Real, Relationship, Swearing.  300 words. All. 2 comments.

  Ok ok ok!
  This is the only place I can seem to say what I want without my boyfriend reading over my shoulder or reading whatever into it is I'm trying to say....
  
  He's tipsy, and telling me how much he loves me etc...
  Then talks about the girl who he last slept with before me and how she wanted to see him on Tuesday night before he went home and shag him.....
  Ok,
  
  1- Why does he feel the need to tell me this??? hmmm? I dont want or need to hear this.
  
  2- I...

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  Ok ok ok!
  This is the only place I can seem to say what I want without my boyfriend reading over my shoulder or reading whatever into it is I'm trying to say....
  
  He's tipsy, and telling me how much he loves me etc...
  Then talks about the girl who he last slept with before me and how she wanted to see him on Tuesday night before he went home and shag him.....
  Ok,
  
  1- Why does he feel the need to tell me this??? hmmm? I dont want or need to hear this.
  
  2- It makes me paranoid and worried that something IS going on.....
  
  3- Would he lie to me?
  
  Gah, I hate hate hate hate it when lads do this....
  Nothing changes, every bloke is the same, they just do it all a little differently, and all claim to be nothing like your ex or nothing like any other lad you've been with (casual, serious or otherwise).
  I went through his phone (I know, naughty me right?)
  And there it is... a message from the girl saying 'Were u serious about tues?'
  There's no sent messages, all the deleted messages have been- yup you guessed it- deleted.... and I have no way to find out what he's said to her... so what do I do? I text her back saying 'Why, what did I say?'... of course by this time its 5am... she sent this at 3am and will be well asleep.
  
  Now is he winding her up and not telling me cause he knows I hate it when he does that with girls... or is it serious???
  Gah!!!!!!!!!! MEN!
  Yes I should ask him.... but whats the point?
  If he's cheating on me (yes, I've thought on many ocassions he has...) then I'd rather know tbf.... Then I know where I stand... and (as bad it sounds) I could do it too and have a bit of fun.....
  
  Psssssh!
  
• Another Chance

  January 10, 400 words. All. 0 comments.

  Time is a great healer, the past helps make us who we are today.
  
  I'd like to think that you're different, but looking back through my life,I believe that from everyone. I trust too much and forgive too easily. Have I done the same again?
  You seem perfect... And, you say and do all the right things... there's a fault somewhere... in your perfect make up, there has to be a flaw?
  Or does there?
  I'm spending so much time searching for this flaw, that...maybe I'm missing what'...

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  Time is a great healer, the past helps make us who we are today.
  
  I'd like to think that you're different, but looking back through my life,I believe that from everyone. I trust too much and forgive too easily. Have I done the same again?
  You seem perfect... And, you say and do all the right things... there's a fault somewhere... in your perfect make up, there has to be a flaw?
  Or does there?
  I'm spending so much time searching for this flaw, that...maybe I'm missing what's right in front of me...
  
  You don't believe in the word 'love'.
  
  You could never understand why couples tell each other that they love each other after a matter of weeks... yet here you are, attempting to use the word you despise so much, after 3weeks of us being together.
  
  You fit me like a glove.
  
  I never really understood the saying, of course a glove would fit, otherwise you wouldn't buy it or wear it... but that's what you do, you 'fit' me. You've slipped into my life like you've been there the whole time, like there hasn't been anyone else. You even manage to make my friends love you... all of them.
  But the thing that makes me in awe of you the most is... you've replaced him.
  
  The one who haunted my memories and kept breaking my already broken heart.
  
  I never thought that someone could replace him...
  I thought I would continue to walk through my life, seeing him every so often, and when I did, fighting that urge to tell him how I feel, to fall into a mess, to smile when you were with me, but die a little more everytime him denied me and then left me...
  But no.
  You changed that.
  
  How many times will I say this?
  
  I guess I have tried to make myself fall out of love with him before and fall in love with someone else before... that almost worked...I say almost. I destroyed his spirit...I changed him...I doubt for the better.
  Part of me did love him... not the way I needed to though.
  
  There's something about you...
  
  What is it though?
  The way you make me laugh.
  How you want me to smile all the time?
  I'm not an easy person to deal with... yet you seem to cope.... how??
  
  Do I get another chance???
• Thinking The Worst

  September 2, 2009, In Life, Love, My life, My own personal thoughts, Pain, Thoughts.  400 words. All. 1 comment.

  I hate you for this.
  For making me feel this way.
  For giving me this emotion.
  I don't want to love you!
  
  I'm sick of feeling like this, of having this constant feeling of emptiness when you're not nearby, so I've got to settle with a picture, or a far off memory. And let's be honest, memories fade rather quickly in my world.
  
  My life merges into one between the ages of 12 and 18, who can rightly remember what they did in their teen years?
  I could once tell you ...

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  I hate you for this.
  For making me feel this way.
  For giving me this emotion.
  I don't want to love you!
  
  I'm sick of feeling like this, of having this constant feeling of emptiness when you're not nearby, so I've got to settle with a picture, or a far off memory. And let's be honest, memories fade rather quickly in my world.
  
  My life merges into one between the ages of 12 and 18, who can rightly remember what they did in their teen years?
  I could once tell you every guy I'd ever had a crush on, and now I have trouble telling you every person I've ever called a friend.
  
  Friends come and go, but with a precious few, you should hold on.
  
  You're more than a friend though, aren't you?
  You always have been, and after our promise, I suppose, we always will be.
  But that's not good enough for me.
  Although, it's going to have to be.
  
  You don't love her, not in that same way you hold me, kiss me and love me.
  There's never been a time you can be yourself with her, where you can say anything and do anything and she won't care, but with me... that's who you are.
  
  I miss the easier life, when our only problems were homework and parents.
  How easy indeed. And look at us now.
  You in a three year commitment to your best friend, getting ready to move to Scotland.
  And me, some single, third year who has no idea what to do with her life in Preston.
  Funny how times change.
  
  Like our pact.
  Remember that?
  If we were both crazy about each other after my last year of uni, we'd try again?
  Ha.
  Not a chance now is there?
  
  It's funny, I haven't thought about all this in six months, and the day you come back, everything floods back to me... like it had been waiting.
  Of course you haven't come to see me yet, so I don't know who or what you've chosen to do... But the idea scares me. I've managed to convince myself that you'll choose her over me, because that's logic... and I know that, I'll end up in tears, telling you to go, and heading home to Preston, to the arms of my housemate who will happily help me get wankered and I'll get up crying myself to sleep.
  Yet, this is me thinking the worst.
  
  Fate could be a bitch tomorrow, or, it could be my best friend.

Guest Book

• bird-mad girl on July 30, 2008

  when are you going to post something on here damnit?! I miss you
• bird-mad girl on October 21, 2007

  I love you and miss you so much!
  HNB
  ♥
• bird-mad girl : xx♥xx on March 2, 2007

  I loooooooove you too! and fosho I shall be rolling around then! gracious, we'll be up FOREVER when we'll play catch up! No sleep! but thats okay, wessss seximeful vampire ladies!
  
  I love you always and forever honey honey dream!
  
  ♥
• sheissounsure : oh lol thanks on December 2, 2006

  Thanks for the recent comments.....I'll have to give you some in exchange. Thanks lol

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