I've died about a thousand times. It's true. I've lived in 56 places, also true. My life story is one is that rarely is told. Children usually die before they have a chance to tell what I've been through.. Luckily I was helped by God, in the form of God spelled backwards. I have been trying to tell a story that is impossible to tell. It is so unusual, so weird, so unimaginable. Not too many people know about my life because they don't believe me. That's why I haven't revealed the truth...until now. Holding it all in has led me to almost die so many times, they are uncountable. I've decided I want to live, therefore, I will let everyone know what happened. It's taken over thirty years to realize that the adults in my childhood were crazy, unpredictable and mean and it wasn't my fault. I learned this from a creature that saw the truth and told me so. He was my little dog, his name was Baron Through him I learned to endure, survive, escape and live. I will never, ever forget him. My experiences leave mental health professionals shaking their heads. The same refrain has been repeated so many times, I roll my eyes when I hear it. "How the hell are you still alive?” I don't know how. I don't know why. But here I am, still as much in the present as the past.
- Last seen on Nov 9 7:29 PM. Member since February 17.
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A letter to a loved one as a birthday present when I nothing else to give.400 words, 6 comments, February 24
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Grandma Mary will always be remembered.
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3100 words, August 8. In Adult, Depression, First person, Humor, Irony , Life, Personal, Sarcasm, Strange
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- Column: I am getting tired of God's Bullshit...Or...Is It Me? at allpoetry
Why can't everything be OK just for one day? Just Once??
If I'm good in one depertment of my life, a fire alarm goes off next door.
So tired of that. God, please can you give me a break?
Just for one day?
Can you shine on me - I Walk In at allpoetry
This is novice writing, nnot even sure if it's a poem! Please advice as you wish! - THE WORM (Written May 28, 2006) at allpoetry
THE WORM
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Tyco on August 7Hello.
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adolescente. on May 15i would read your Demise, but i'm thirteen and it doesn't let me.
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sjhunt : The Demise of a Young Girl, Rebirth of a Woman on February 20This is harrowing true story of a young girl's triumph over a demon. The demon just happens to be her father

