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Someone once told me the harshest words ever said,
and kept throwing them at me.
I stood still in time, and let them.
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Indulging myself on Chinese food, 5
I can feel you invisibley watching my, smiling w
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When we got into fights 6
[Fight: v . You yelling at me, I talking it.] 7
You yelled and slammed the door, 8
Telling me 9
'Just Let Go .' 10
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We we got into fights 12
[Fight: v. You saying things
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I hate myself. 7
When I eat. 8
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I'm eating for myself. 11
For Keira and Ola beause I know 12
They tell me to be healthy. 13
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I use real-girl thinspo now 15
And remind myself that it can be attai
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I know it's going to be harder now, 5
That the school year starts. 6
Lying to the teachers 'I'm not hungry' 7
Or 'I ate before I came.'. 8
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With people surronding me, 10
Mindlessly chewing, 11
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I'm gone, 1
Something else is living my life instead. 2
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I wish I knew you before last year. 5
You don't understand why I didn't eat lunch. 6
But you know that I was looking up anorexia the other day. 7
The world is such a small place, and we have such a short time 8
Which is w
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'You're so skinny.'
'No, I'm not.'
'Compared to when I first met you, that is.' 3
We've known each other since kindergartern. 4
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'How do you do it?' 6
My shoulders shrug, 7
My mouth 8
Sips at the cardboard-tainted cafeteria chocolate milk 9
and fingers drum on th
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Too busy chewing their cud 3
And indulging themselves 4
To notice the skeleton among them. 5
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open to my eyes 4
is ugly 5
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The line between thick and thin 7
has yet to have been crossed 8
but everyone thinks I crossed it long ago 9
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every comment 11
insult 12
burning word 13
each moment saved
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She looks at me, her gentle eyes. We are laying on the ground next to each other, gazing with surreal eyes to each ones hearts. Her lips gentley crush upon my forhead, and I gaze away, blushing. I don't know who she is, but we are here together, and it f
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These are just things that happen to me daily, a list of things I want to remember. 2
Justin: Wait a minute, are you drug dealing with my hair? 3
Me: Yes, yes I am. 4
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I spent the last two years into the indie scene. Into it, but not 100% sure what type of mu
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Bitter-sweetly 1
Sugar Coated 2
my whole world is a lie 3
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Closed Windows 5
Locked Doors 6
suffocating 7
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Beautiful World 9
Lies outside 10
of my boundaries 11
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Bare-feet Touching Soft Grass 13
Running Happily 14
but these chains contradict
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Stitching red X's on the back of my arms 3
Eyes following each line 4
And the things you said 5
Are racing through my head 6
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Hollow Breathes and 8
Sweet-tongued lies 9
Everytime I think of you 10
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