Journals by Cant force beloved, by newest first

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  • regrets
    I am regretting the journal from yesterday, truly, I was sad, a little mad, maybe feeling hurt too. Anyone saddened by my words yesterday? Please forgive me, I'd go back and erase it all but then I'd feel like, I don't know how I'd feel if I did that, honestly. I am sad over my uncontrolled mouth though. Yeah, I'm g
    by Cant force beloved on Jan 22 9:13 PM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
  • Bitter treats, A Day of Mourning
    Why should I mourn a person when that person doesn't care? I should consider that one as dead to me. O, but how can I? I want someones affection to rest upon me, I have nothing with me anymore, just pain, sad day today. Such a sad day because when I was hiding my life from you, that is when you cared, now you know
    by Cant force beloved on Jan 21 5:58 PM, In And full of truth telling poiso, Little bitter and annoyed.  300 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • Entry #4 supposed to be 5 but what the heck we'll call it 4.

    !If you are innocent then please do not take this personally, I beg you!

     

    It has come to my attention that young members of allpoetry are seriously victimized here. This makes me very unhappy, it is not good when I am unhappy. If you loved your sister and new that people were sending you things in mess

    by Cant force beloved on Dec 5 9:13 PM 2008, 300 words. → Make first comment?
  • Mumblings of a depressive lady entry#3
    Would you love me if you knew I was dying? I bet you're already walking away. Deep down inside I'm rotting away, nothing new, this my everyday reality. What could I be dying from? hmmm, good question. No, I don't have cancer, I think, just unfulfilled. I don't want sex it's not what I meant. In fact for anyone entert
    by Cant force beloved on Nov 28 7:32 PM 2008, 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • Girly talk #2

    I've been ill for a full week, though a few days ago I thought it was clearing up it came back with a vengeance. On top of all of this I haven't heard a thing from my family this reinforces the thought that they are for a certainty dead. I am not happy about this. You see they very likely are among the thousands o

    by Cant force beloved on Nov 27 7:44 PM 2008, 300 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
  • Girly Talk entry #1

    I'll make note now that when you post a journal entry here it ends up being posted onto your allpoetry homepage. YOu do have the choice of making them private entries or so that only your friends at allpoetry can read them.I'll leave it open for the world to see, what difference does it make to me? I'm not going t

    by Cant force beloved on Nov 26 7:19 PM 2008, 500 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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