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for those who wish to know~ 1 I've been having some reprieve from pain, so I'm able to take fewer pain killers (yay!). In part, this is due to having required lots of bed rest after receiving dental anesthetic and getting exposed to pesticide several weeks ago. It seems lots and lots of bed rest helps! It's ha
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Taking Risks With My Health © 2009 Misha BearWoman Metzler 1 A shift has occurred for me in my end of life process. I reached the point where it became reasonable for me to consider taking a medication that carries with it a significant chance of very undesirable side effects. I have come to the place where, uby BearWoman on Aug 23 4:54 AM, In Autobiograpical, Hard decisions, Health challenges. 1,400 words. → 12 comments, Add one?
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by BearWoman on Aug 9 12:38 AM, In Adult, Freedom of expression, Sexual expression, Sexuality, Stripping. 400 words. → 6 comments, Add one?
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20 hours and 23 minutes—that’s how long I went since my previous dose of analgesic before I took this one. That comes out to about 16 ½ hours of continuous pain withstood—a record, I think, for some number of months. 1 Sometimes I wonder why I do such things. Put up with the pain that is, choose to suffer. Theby BearWoman on Jul 20 6:58 AM, In Pain, Sacredness, Suffering, The wish to die, Transformation. 800 words. → 10 comments, Add one?
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Personal (Open) Journal Living Well and The Right to Die: Acceptance and Peace 1 I’ve been trying for several days to come up with the combination of energy, mental focus, sufficient cognition, openness with sufficient courage, motivation, and cohesive topic to again write about the Right to Die. I’ve achievby BearWoman on Jun 26 6:12 PM, In Autobiographical, Personal, Right to die, Self deliverance. 1,500 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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“I Woke Up Wanting to Live” 1 Personal (Open) Journal 2 Today I woke up feeling like I want to live. I woke thinking about what I might do today, if I might spend some significant amount of time engaging in some joy-producing and meaningful activity(ies). 3 I do have a new symptom, presenting for each ofby BearWoman on May 28 4:30 PM, In Autobiographical, Personal, Right to die. 1,100 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
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Yes, black humor, I know. But when that's what's funny, why not? 1 So, to those who have been worried about my low profile on AP the past few days: 2 I've been busy spending most of my capacity elsewhere, including in the mundane world, ordinary reality, or that place where we don't get to create our own rea
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by BearWoman on May 13 10:21 PM, In Adult, Autobiographical, Dark, Personal, Right to die, Self euthanasia, Suicide. 800 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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by BearWoman on May 12 2:49 PM, In Adult, Death, Personal, Self deliverance, Suicide. 700 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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by BearWoman on May 4 10:27 PM, In Adult, Autobiographical, Personal, Self euthanasia, Suicide, Window of opportunity. 2,500 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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