To all of my dear fellow members

As some of you know I haven’t been well and I haven’t felt well enough to get on AP as often as I would like too. I just do not have the energy. I’ve been feeling really drained. I just got over having pneumonia and for some reason I have an infection still going on in my lungs. I have been on antibiotics for two months and it just doesn’t seem I am getting any better My doctor say’s my blood count is very high I’ve had two x-rays already and going for another one this week and several other test hopefully to rule out the possibility of not having cancer. I am really scared and I am asking for your prayer’s that God would keep me strong.

 

Why am I feeling so down in the dumps

Will I ever get through the bruises and bumps

Why is God silent when will He appear

Does he care for my trifling prayer

When will He come and attend to my needs

When will I hear the sweet word He breathes

When will he take notice mine eyes fixed upon Him

Doesn’t God see when I look to His Son

When will I find His love and kindness

How long shall I wait on His faithfulness

For I’ve hope as long I’ve still breath

I'll trust His promises until the end of my quest

Though I’ve doubts anxiety and fears

He will not always be silent He will appear

 

It is hard for me to find the words to write because it’s hard to think straight when you are not feeling well and when our spirits our anxious and worried we tend to jump ahead and worry about the future.

 

I wish thee now, ‘midst all the world’s dark sorrow,
The quiet sense of being truly blest;
We cannot tell what waits us on the morrow,
But we can have in Him deep quiet rest.
His hand, unseen, still ruleth o’er the nations;
His will is sovereign, even as His power;
Today, o’er earth, deep groans and lamentations,
But He is ruling, e’en in this dark hour.
Not sin, nor wrong, nor base unholy passion
Shall win the day, since He is on the throne;
Not so shall He His holy purpose fashion,
Though oft it seem that evil reigns alone.
In Him we rest; our fortress, strong, abiding;
In Him is peace, and freedom from alarm;
And quiet strength, and inward deep confiding.
For He can keep from every kind of harm.

 

1John 5:14
And this is the confidence that we have in him, that,
if we ask any thing according to his will, he heareth us:
 

 

Please keep me in your prayers

And may you all be blessed