Okay, so I got a job with my local paper, which pretty much means I'm writing bullshit pieces that aren't worth a flying fluck. I hate it, but I know it looks good on my application for colleges. But the pieces are so boring, that I find myself losing my creativity to write anything like my usual stuff. Which worries me. I know most people say you can't lose something like the ability to write, but sometimes I wonder if you can't bury it so deeply that it seems as if you've lost it forever. Not to mention my damn teacher is so fucking nosy and all over my junk all the time. Its so impossible to do it at my own pace or to even get her to let me put my own influence, or personality into my things, that I can't even think when I look at her. -.- What do I doooo?!?!? Help!