I was really surprised when Elle asked me to do it. Actually I was more than surprised. I told her to fuck off. Then I told my brother jump in front of a bus cause hell would freeze over before I carried his kid. THEN, they told my dad and step mom. My dad laughed and my step mom begged me. I was like what the fuck? I said i didn't want kids and I broke a couple stuff and reluctantly camped out at my moms. She said some pretty jack up things about my dad then out of the blue "Well if you ever get impregnated before you marry, this is the best way right?"
And i couldn't believe it. My mom is the most up tight wound person I know. And she was almost agreeing. I think the only person who thought it was crazy was my ex. He said I'd rather fuck my brother than him and me being the sassy person I am said yes.
Ok so obviously I said yes. I got to go to a gyno and have a big girl check up. They started the process on sunday. I'm on birth control to help gather up some eggs. I'm kinda scared. I mean my close friends know whats going on, but my prep school is pretty judgmental. I mean if this thing works I'll be pregnate until about March or April of next year. Plus i'm a kid myself and I'm might have one?!
But at the same time i'm excited if it works, I won't really have to take care of the kid. A month or two of breast feeding and I'm off the hook. idaknow i mean i can till back out so I have time, but part of me is curious. This way I can find out if i think a kid is worth the 16+ hours of labor
i'm still deciding, who knows what will happen come may.
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