You scare me to death, but the fear captivates me. As I drown in these waters I look up to find the light, but I don't plan on swimming. The water is cold and burns me to the soul. However, I must admit, it's comforting to know just how deep I can go. I never expected this pain, even if I did, I never would've expected not to scream. Dragged down, broken apart, but at peace in this time. Everything I saw, everything I didn't. It was all there. All a long. Those days when I would dream, I never thought they would become a nightmare. The colors turned dark. The blue skies greyed. Now what is left, but this feeling of depth?
- Tracie