Ummm....First Entry..I'm Never Good At This.

Well...I would rather spill my guts out in picture form on a paint pallet or sketch pad...so I tend to stay away from journals......

Not only that but I tend to always rant at myself...confusing the heck out of it all.
-_-

That and I only seem to write when I'm physicaly in pain, or I fancy somebody.

This one's about the fancy bit.
You can stop reading now if you want.

Anyway, I like him. He sees me as a friend. Classic!
But what scares me is I easly drop everything for somebody I like. I find THEM to talk to them....nobody has ever really tried to find ME to talk to.....
Anywho, I'm just scared that if something does happen between me and this other person...I will no longer be the person I am, but mold myself around their world...A little moon in orbit.

Liking another sucks...it makes you so weak.

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  • ixtli
    April 12
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    I understand the way you feel about liking someone. I worry about the same things. When I like someone, it makes me feel so pathetic. I feel like I'm turning into the kind of girl I never want to be. It's the kind of thing strong women have to face. And I don't have much advice or cure for it. Good luck though!

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