breaking up is hard to do

My boyfriend dumped me wednesday. His therapist convicned him that we have nothing in common and that people who have nothing in common have bad realtionships. Stupid therapist! Selfish boyfriend! I know he is depressed lately but that is hardly a good reason to dump me. Plus he is going to come crawling back to me in a few months asking for me to come back, I know this because he has done it before. I let him come back to me, last time, and the time before. But I am tired of it. I am tired of having my heart broken by the guy. Every time he gets a depressive episode he dumps me, and I am tired of it! I love him, but I am sick of him breaking my heart. I am sick of him claming that this time will be diffrent, that he has changed. I am sick of the hoping, sick of the dissapointment, I am just tired of loving him.

I wish I could just get over him. I wish I could just wish him away, that I could just move on and be happy being single. But I have been with they guy for five years, it's not so easy to just forget him. Gah! I want to forget, I want to move on, to not miss him, to get over him and not waite for him to come crawling back. I don't want to be tempted to get back together with him. I just want to move on, to forget him... but how?

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  • Little Blue Bird
    June 10

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    Honey if I knew the answer to that I would have been with my hubby a long time ago. I wish you luck, let me know if you ever figure it out, then I can tell my sister how to get over her x.


  • camus gold member
    April 30
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    Awww - you sound like a really sincere and loving lady. Don't waste your precious life hankering after a man who clearly undervalues you and expects you to be at the beck and call of his fluctuating moods. I wish you all the very best. Tony

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