"Fine, Leave!"

"Fine, Avangeline!" he had screamed. "Leave me and never come back!" Thats the last thing I can remember. Other than the screech of tires and sudden pain everywhere. I can barely sit up and type this. I'm useless right now. A few ribs broken, a broken leg and a fractured wrist. No concussion though. Right now I can barely move. I really hurt. I guess I got hit by a car. After running from my ex-boyfriend, Jase.

So, what happened is simple. He and I got in a fight because I might get adopted again. He kept arguing that he wouldn't be able to live without me with him. I calmly said "You were alive before you were with me, so you could learn to manage again." He freaked out and said "You can't leave me! I won't let you!" You see, this is when we were still together.

I said that he had to let me go. I needed a family more than a boyfriend. He wouldn't listen. He just kept getting madder and madder. He got a seroius face, a little pained and said "I love you, Avangeline. I always have, since the first time I layed eyes on you." I was willing to try anything. I do love him with all my heart, but I can't be with him. A relationship long distance isn't what I need. It would wreck me.

"Yeah? Well... I don't love you..." I had just barely whispered. "No," he had said. "No way. You don't mean that! You're going to take that back."
"I am and I won't" is what I said. I could tell he was mad, but he was mostly hurt. He looked down, up, down and back up again. That's when he said those fateful words; "Fine, Avangeline! Leave and never come back!" I had ran away crying. I didn't pay attention to where I was going. I attempted to run across the street. That's when I got hit.

I don't know what I'm going to do. There's no way I'm going to be adopted like this and I don't have Jase anymore. But that's okay. It really doesn't matter anymore. I'll be fine in time. And besides. Who needs a boyfriend anyway? Everything will be okay...

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