so i went to the beach this weekend with my family. yeah, uber fun. i had a sand war with my uncle, chillazed with my adorable 5yearold cousin, and that's pretty much it! but it was soooo fun! then i came back to school on tuesday. i missed clone so much. the only ones who missed me were the teachers. before fourth period, the jazz band got taken out of school to play for these people in some rotary club or sumthin. THOSE OLD PEOPLE WERE SOOO COOL!!!! and i finally get to play my brothers cannonball instead of this cruddy saxophone that belongs to this girl names laura. now i get to use it. YAY! jakiepoo is sick today. she left after fourth period. so today was wednesday so our schedule is weird. sixth period is right after 4th, so jakiepoo missed out on jazz band. we practiced for the play we're doing (Fiddler on the Roof. i play Shprintze) because the jazz band is gunna be the pit orchestra. anyway, i got to play the cannonball!!!! but our totally amazing flute player was gone, so i had to go help our other flute player in the orchestra instead of playing the 3rd trumpet part with bananapie34 and this really bad tenor sax player.
if you're wondering why i played the trumpet part instead of the sax part, there were no sax parts, i guess, so we play 3rd trumpet instead. but i went to help jenny with the flute part. it was fun.
then we went to lunch and my cousin was there! i was like heyyyyy! and gave him a hug. ya see, he's one of the cousins whos visisting for my g-rents' annivesary. so then i'm standin there talking to him and pickles comes up and he's like hey who is this. my ma's like this is my nephew ------ and he's visisting today. pickles: so is he coming to school now or something? me: no, he lives in ----------. pickles: oh. so then i'm still standin there when clone comes out of the lunch line and sees me tlakin to my cousin and he gives me this really confused look. i think i kinda turned red, but idk. some people told me that when they first saw us they thought we were dating or sumthin (EWWWWWWWWWWW), which is maybe what clone thought. he might've just been wondering who he was. so, clone payed attention to me all throughout lunch. i TRIED to pay attention to him, but my cousin was blocking my view. i mean, i'm close to him and everything, but not so close that i can tell him to move so i can stare at my crush of 5 months. no way. i had more things on my mind anyway, like the fact that EVERY GIRL WHO COULD SEE HIM WAS STARING AT HIM!!! yeah, there were about 20 girls that thought he was hot. some of them were my friends, some weren't, but it was soooooooo creepy. like u remembr kitty? well, she's turned evil. again. she likes, clone, bananapie34's crush, pickles, my ex-boyfriend, my brother (jakiepoo used 2 like him), my cousin (jakiepoo likes him sorta), this guy that broke jakiepoo's heart, this other guy that came to jazz mpa that i sorta know and kinda like who i will call flippy, and pretty much everyone that we like. so we detest her right now. but she was soooooo crazy about him today. everybody was. it was the creepiest thing i've ever seen in my entire life.
my cousin thought it was funny at first, but when i told him after lunch that we were up to 20 girls that had the hots for him, he's like, ok i'm going with your brother now. i'm like good. it got so annoying how everyone was checking him out. i mean, i knew it would happen, but i didn't know it'd get THAT bad. clone was at the band room, which is where i keep my stuff during lunch. it's also where we have bible class. but that wasn't his next class, and he's never there after lunch, so i was confused. but there's no way i would randomly come up and ask why he's there and not at science like he usually is. then he left,so i went to 5th period all by myself. no matter what happens i always end up alone. i guess i'm just destined to be alone forever.
the only thing i did during pre-algebra was write in my journal. then a bit before the bell, pickles came up and talked to me for a little, then went and talked to preppy.
ya know, if it weren't for my cousin my day woulda been really boring. it was interesting to see all the girls fall for him. my mom said that two fifth graders called dibs on him. they are soooo immature. you don't call dibs on a guy. it's just wrong. well, especially when he's three years older than you and you don't even know him. it's just sick. and i never would've chilled with him. and clone never would've even seen me today. when i told bananapie about him looking at me, she totally agreed. J E A L O U S Y !!!! so i think he might like me. but idk. everyone always tells him that. i KNOW he knows, but you'd think that if he liked me, he would tell me. wouldn't he? or pickles would tell me, cuz clone would tell him. wouldnt he? i'm not sure. i'm not really good with interpreting guy's actions. if you guys can know the answers to any of these questions, i really need your help to interpret the signs. especially if you're a dude. comment or send me a message. i need help. cuz i'm really confused.
you know, i've liked clone for a really long time. longer than i've ever liked a guy before. should i tell him? or would he freak out? should i have someone tell him? should i talk to him? what do i do? i think he's finally turning back into himself. if you didn't know, i saw that he was starting to turn into a popular who i call clone-maker. clone used to kinda have this thing that when he talks, his moutn kinda does this weird thing that reminds me so much of gerard way. and i officially lost it when he lost that gerard-talk. BUT IT'S BACK! HE TALKS LIKE GEE AGAIN! so i think he's becoming more himself. but i wanna know why he became clone-maker's clone in the first place... (you're welcome to answer any of those questions, too, if you know the answers. especially if you're a dude. i could get some insight into a guy's mind).
i've been looking for the song "Sweetness" by Jimmy Eat World! i mean, i'd been looking for this song but i didn't know who sang it or the words but i knew the tune. i found it today. YAY!!! the only part i remembered was the tune to the lyrics "if you're listenin' woah. sing it back woah." i'm excited. i LOVE that song.
of course, not as much as i love it when clone gets all jealous(maybe).
you know, i should bring "hot" guys to school more often.
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pre-algebra was so dull today.
