after what i just saw i want to die. want it to never happen again, have him never drink again, have me never cry again, have nobody else see it all again.
i.want.to.die. numb and confused. bcoz dad cried. bcoz ther all normal like, when it shouldn't be. i dnt know what to do. sept want to die. ive had it all. now i wnt to leave.
but i wnt. cnt. weak and pathetic. i hate this.


What's wrong? I know you're not okay, so I am not even going to ask.
