-sadness-

this suxs. all my friends but nicole are dating [cuz nicole willl like never date a guy i bet]. sad how everyone can find love but i cant. all the guys i know mostly are either online which i refuse to have an online relationship unless the person lived close and i actually see that person.1

all the guys are assholes, jerks, and immmature2

and they seemed to ask the same ques. "are you lez".3

my face is childish, im chubby, and apparently im more a guy than girl to most the boys in my school
-sigh-4

no wonder why i write about love all the time5

its the only place its actually possible for me. only if i could live in there. maybe i wouldn't be bothered all the time6

why does this bother me.7

it never use to bother me at all8

now its all i really think about. how unnatractive i seem to guys. 9

-fake cries-10

not fair. 11

i just felt like ranting

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  • xsailormoonx95
    November 7
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    maybe

    maybe its cuz none of us were dating last year...

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