Shit Happens...Right? :)

Whenever a friend leaves that place in my heart it doesn't mean it's the end of the world. It just mean they were one of those people that were there to only teach or show you something. Sometimes they are friends that stay your friends through your whole life and I know I found my friend that is going to be my friend forever. Her name is Noel and many more of my true friends. 1

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Life has changes and even if me and her don't like change I know that our friendship will never change. I know that the bond we share together will never die. She the best friend anyone could ever ask for and even through the fights and arguments we always find a way to solve the problem without breaking our friendship. When we say something hurtful we say our apologizes and continue on our day. She is amazing because she forgiving, understanding, caring, loving and friendly. She can bite sometimes because I taught her how to stand up for herself and to stand her ground when gets got harder..3

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I live my life with no regrets but I know the mistakes I made I cannot change but learn to accept what I did and try to learn from it. To not do the same mistake over in the future. Well I am not afraid to say I lose or I lost someone close to me because it's apart of life. People are not meant to always stay in your life. People come and go. Just like our family members. Anyway shit happens it's an every day basic we all go through. 5

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We just got to stand our ground and be strong about it no matter what happens in our life because life is life and you can't do anything about it. Weather we regret or want to change something we did or didn't do. Life is about change, learning and moving on. That's what I am aiming for and to do when things don't always go the way I plan. Well I am not afraid of acception well not anymore that is. I've grown to be stronger and speak what's on my mind. :] 7

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Well I know what in store for later but I am not going to say what and spoil the moment. I'll just let you wonder and see if you can figure it out what it is. Well it was nice expressing myself but I think it's time for me to stop and write more later. Well have a nice day or night. Whatever time it is in your time-zone.9

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Love always,11

Maria[the one and only] ♥12

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  • Starme
    November 6
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    Wow this is soo true things do change....good job!!!


  • Malevolent Dominion
    November 6
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    Keep LOVE within

    I am always impressed with you. Fantastic words, from a young Lady who is wise. I believe in you, Maria.

    Light the way.


  • KnightOfTheRose
    November 5
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    awwh, I know things do change. I try and keep my friends forever though I always want to be your friend. No matter what happens you'll still be able to call me a friend


    -Steve-


  • Ezekarra K.
    November 5
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    Things change. They did for me, for better and for worse. Life is cruel and unforgiving, that's the saying i learned to live by. And so i became the same. Cruel and unforgiving. I still am in some part of my black heart. Maybe i will die alone, who knows? Sometimes i wish pain was non-existent. But that's pretty unlikely, eh? Life is cruel and unforgiving. Rhegihans fall when they figure it out. Artuenrals push right on through despite the pain. And Daraknians fight for their survival under the hateful eyes of this sick world.



    -Ezekarra S. Keonokalamaanzii- 'Shadow Dragon Warrior'

    • Malevolent Dominion
      November 6
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      Man...

      What are you smokin'? You use words of an intelligent person- but haven't travelled but in one pair of shoes. If you are cynical, and dark- don't spread that to those who bear light as bright as the sun. You are cynical. As long as you believe what you write- you will be in an eternal loop forever. How is it I know of the world of which you speak- and yet of another world you haven't mentioned? What you are doing is placing a barrier between reality and your view of reality through your microcosm of experience.

      Since you have a gifted mind- I hope to GOD you find some light in your life. To KILL the darkness and allow your perception to see that the planet doesn't revolve around you. We are ALL in this together, and many will go down in flames. All you have to do is find the truth, and the key to incredible knowledge as yet beyond your comprehension.

      I oughta know. I sounded just like YOU at 18!
      I believe time can help you. Experience. Only YOU can choose the Light. Where despite the presence of absolute EVIL, love conquers all. Look at Maria. She suffers. But she shines like the sun. She has amassed amazing knowledge, and her kindness is a salve for a deep wound. She loves deeply, and has been hurt because not many in the world are like her.

      You say YOUR life is cruel and unforgiving. Don't make that a fact for all mankind. Because if that were true- I would have put a bullet in my head 30 years ago. I FOUND SOMETHING to live for. I learned to turn away from evil. Because if darkness resides in you, or your house- it's an invitation. From Hell.

      Good luck. The world needs YOU to shine.
      -James-

    • sophia moonfairy
      November 5
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      Nothing ever stays the same Eze. Everything changes life is full of changes. Life is full of pain and memories. Movements and precious moments to share and to forget. To cherish and to let them fade. I hope I am not the worse part to your life. I hope I am the better side of it. I sometimes feel bad because you always seem down and it seems as I am not good at what I do... I always wonder about you and wonder if your okay. and I always miss you when your still here...or online...:'( then when you say silly things like "It feels like were falling apart, are we through or not" I feel a little piece of my heart....*looks sadly* I love you..

  • XxMoonLiteAngelxX
    November 5

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    Awwwwh =[

    Awwwwh. Yeah it's true. Stuff does happen. It's awesome that you finally realized that. Your right, we can't do anything about it, but we accept it. This is an amazing journal.! =] Great job Maria <3
    Oh and ps: If she is not willing to accept that what she did was wrong, disgusting, and messed up.. then she is not worth the great time of yours. Remember, friends come and go, but best friends stay forever.. so don't expect I will be going anywhere soon =]
    -Your Bestie ♥ [The One and Only]

    • sophia moonfairy
      November 5
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      Yeah I know your not going anywhere best were besties forever and together we will stay forever. No matter what happens you will always be my number one bestie, stalker and best friend of all time >:] RAWR lets take over the world together.

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