Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!

Ugh, this teenage angst is getting to me.1

Well duh, the keyword being angst here.2

I mean I just fucking hate people lately. Like my fucking pyschiatrist. The one with the awesome African accent-Well, I learned that he was a complete and total asshole. He treated me like I was fucking stupid just because I didn't respond fast enough. He asked me what I needed help with- I don't know how to pinpoint my problems! I don't know the source of all this fucked up shit that goes on! And I felt panicky, when he stared at me silently with his eyebrows raised, I felt his gaze burning into me like the heat of a spotlight. I stuttered and blinked back tears.I mean it wasn't just that moment that made me feel so destraught it was the whole session. He kept fidgeting impaitently, and snapping at me with dirty looks. What he said made a lot of sense and did help, but the attitude he had was so unnerving. I felt like a prey being eyed by the hunter. A pyschiatrist is not supposed to make you feel this way. Ugh, get me out of this horrible world!!3

And now I'm feeling a whole lotta guilt for no reason. 4

At least my knee is feeling better...

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  • bubble dumpster
    November 15
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    doctors are fucking awful creatures.

    the source of all this fucked up shit is your parents, and the only thing you can do is a)cope with it until you're 18 orget a job, get emancipated, escape.

    at least we have sam. he knows. other people just can't fully believe/understand the dynamic in our family. "it couldn't be THAT bad."even he gets that response when he tries to explain me to people.


  • cysils-baby-girl
    October 29
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    i know how you feel, ADHD made me jump from doctor to doctor, i finally have a psychiatrist out of state, and she is patient with me, she also gaves me ice cream yesterday.


  • whoudini
    October 27
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    sorry , and i know how you feel sometimes i just cant deal with people , i work with people all the time and

    if i ever had to work customer service anywhere i would lose it, i would tell people than why did you buy the stupid thing if you thought you might return it , idiots , and see , i need a room all to myself lol , sorry again and hey your knee is doing better. good sign.


  • Elms Apprehended
    October 27
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    You should print this out and give it to him, since he is the stupid fuck tard that you describe him as.


    • Lazy Butterfly
      October 27
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      I was thinking about doing something like that but I really don't want to be patronized over something like that. I think I'm just gonna find a new doctor or something. I hate doctors...the whole lot of them.

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