Ideas

"Between Theses Bathroom Stalls and Kisses; Face It Im A Disaster"
-I touched her thigh && death smiled1

-Baby the camera is just taking pictures of your self loathing with every [snap snap snap] of the shutter2


-Your only as stong as the drinks you mix ((&& the tables you dance on))3

-The light goes good against the b r u i s e s on your cheek4

-I wanna girl with lips like m.o.r.p.h.i.n.e5

-Just another Dirrty pretty disaster 6

-you take the [[breath]] right out of me7

-with (bloodshot) eyes and ||scars on your wrists
you'd never thought it'd come to __this8

-You have a dangerous face && [illegal] taste9

-My ((heart)) will never be the same10

-photobooth (memories) decorate my d r e a m s11

-♥[Acrylic-tips/boney-hips/methane-lips/Cocaine-trips]♥12


-~*~You've got insecurites hidden [deep-within] your cheekbones13


-"The only way to find true happiness
is to risk being completely cut open."
- Jeffree Star14

-i'm exhaling counted calories && falling stars through a broken smile.15

[since the day you went away]16

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((eat your ♥ out.))18


-I'm so sick of all the bullshit
'i love you'
is a phrase I like to hear
♥19

-I'll give you my ->everything<-
[give me sex in a street gutter any day baby♥
as long as it means you won't leave me]20


-Its the c.a.n.d.y, its the p a p e r, the blood on the f|l|o|o|r, its the d*i*a*m*o*n*d*s, && the pills, its the ((glamour)) that kills21

-I'm everything short of beautiful22

-xMy words are weapons
----From which I murder you with----x23

"You claimed all this time that you would die for me. Why then are you so surprised when you hear your own eulogy?" - Tool [Eulogy]
"It's all in your head, you're living a lie, there is nothing money can't buy." - Zeromancer [Eurotrash]
"She was the pain, shunned and confused, not hurting precisely but wishing she would" - Internecine [from her poem "Sacrifice"]
"Show your pretty face. Hide the bitter taste. You're still the rapist of an entire nation." - Stone Sour [Come What(ever) May]
"I am all there is to know. I am all that you've forgotten. I am enigmatic now. You never even knew my name. I am dressed in tragedy. I am by design immortal. I am just the last one left" - Stone Sour [Reborn]
"I'm a lie you tell yourself that you never truly did believe." - Stone Sour [Reborn]
"You taste so sweet but I can't eat the same thing every day" - P!nk [Leave me alone (I'm lonely)]
"I don't need pills when I have drugs like you" Seether [World Falls Away]
"Are you thinking of me when you fuck her?" Alanis Morrisette [You Oughta Know]
"For a happy end that doesn't exist, for a goodbye that's never been kissed." Zeromancer [Neo Geisha]24

"If love was a choice,
who would ever choose such
exquisite pain?" - Anna & the King25

"A dream is a wish your heart makes when
you're fast asleep. In dreams you will lose
your heartaches. Whatever you wish for,
you keep. Have faith in your dreams,
and someday,your rainbow will come
shinning through.No matter how your heart
is grieving, if you keep on believing, the
dreams that you wish for will come true." - Cinderella26

"Hollywood is a place where they'll pay you
thousands of dollars for a kiss, and fifty
cents for you soul." - Marilyn Monroe27

"We accept the love we think we deserve." - The Perks of Being a Wallflower28

"You know you're in love when you
can't fall asleep because reality is
finally better than your dreams." - Dr. Suess29

"Getting what you want is just as
difficult as not getting what you want." - Realm of Possiblity30

"There's notihng to sure. Nothing's wrong
with any of us for that matter." - X331

"In that instant, I felt the world shift.
But not my own determination. I made a
secret promise: Along with his picture, I
would lock away my heart.. and save it for him." - Memoirs of a Geisha32

"Our lives can change with every breath we take." - Natalie Portman33

"The heart dies a slow death. Shedding each
hope like leaves. Until opne day there are none." - Memoirs of a Geisha34

"We are who we are because of our past." - An American Rhapsody35

"I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." - Tom Clancy 36


“Suicide sometimes proceeds from cowardice, but not always; for cowardice sometimes prevents it; since as many live because they are afraid to die, as die because they are afraid to live.” - Charles Caleb Colton37

"In the sunlight or the rain
Brightest nights or darkest days
I'll always feel the same way
Whatever road you may be on
Know you're never too far-gone
My love is there wherever you may be
Just remember that you'll always be my baby," You'll Always Be My Baby by Sara Evans38

"And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming,
Or the moment of the truth in your lies.
When everything feels like the movies,
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.
And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand."
Iris by Goo Goo Dolls39

"I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost?" Tourniquet by Evanescence40

"You're laughing
But you're hiding
God I know that trick too well
You forget
That I've been you
And now I'm just the shell
I promise
I love you and
Everything will work out fine
Don't try to
Grow up yet
Oh just give it some time
The pain you feel is real you're not asleep but it's a nightmare
But you can wake up anytime
Oh don't lose your passion or the fighter that's inside of you
You're the girl I used to be
The pissed off complicated thirteen year old me" Conversations With My Thirteen Year Old Self by P!nk41

"I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside" Cut by Plumb42

"She's upset
Bad day
Heads for the dresser drawer to
drive her pain away
Nothing good can come of this.
She opens it theres nothing there
is only left over tears
Mom and dad had no right she screams
as the anger runs down both of her cheeks." The Way She Feels by Between The Trees43

"I stood there tryin' to find my nerve
Wondering if a single soul on Earth
Would care at all
Miss me when I'm gone" Moments by Emerson Drive44

"I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this" Addicted by Kelly Clarkson45

"I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel" Scars by Papa Roach46

"Everytime you get up
And get back in the race
One more small piece of you
Starts to fall into place" Stand by Rascal Flatts47

"Your daddy's demons are callin' your name
Don't you listen to them cause they've got no claim
Temptations may come, that ain't no sin
You get stronger every time that you don't give in
The sins of the father are the sins of the son
You can't undo what has been done
You'll have to retrace his footsteps
Through the sand" Walk Like A Man by Tim McGraw48

"Parents spend the first part of our lives teaching us to walk and talk, and the rest of it telling us to sit down and shut up!"49

"Don't think. Thinking is the enemy of creativity. It's self-conscious and anything self-conscious is lousy. You cannot try to do things. You simply must do things."--Ray Bradbury50

"A heart is not judged by how much you love; but by how much you are loved by others." — Wizard of Oz to the Tin Man, by L. Frank Baum51

"Your mind knows only some things. Your inner voice, your instinct, knows everything. If you listen to what you know instinctively, it will always lead you down the right path." --Henry Winkler 52

“Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars.”53

"I used to cut myself. I'm always gonna be a cutter, even if I don't do it for years, it's still me." -Ellie Nash, Degrassi54

"My body is a journal in a way. It's like what sailors used to do, where every tattoo meant something, a specific time in your life when you make a mark on yourself, whether you do it yourself with a knife or with a professional tattoo artist."--Johnny Depp55

"Quod me nutrit me destruit"("What nourishes me also destroys me" in Latin)56

"don't let go. failure isn't falling down, it's staying down. it's not about perfection it's progress. it doesnt matter how many times you fall, it's that you get back up"--Renee57

"Never save something for a special occasion. Every day in your life is a special occasion."58

"The hardest thing in life is to know which bridge to cross and which to burn." — David Russell59

All Those Scars On Her Body; Don't Worry. She Says They're Little Notes To Remind Her How Many Times |You Pushed Her Away, Over The Edge|60

To Write Love On Her Arms61

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Everything happens for a reason, even if you can't see that reason now; you just have to keep hope and faith that things will work out how they're supposed to.63


wilted into deception
tainted remnants of yesterday
crystalline sunrise
forbidden bursts of blue
waltzing through echoes
framed confusion
stranded evolution
dreaming love to life
layered consciousness
another petal down
hearts afire
frozen between syllables
in silken wishes
shimmering in silence
like crystal memories
lost in dreams
as stars softly fade
spoken in vain
only in dreams
hearts don't lie
when eyes dance
that one Summer64

'Though dreams can be deceiving
Like faces are to hearts
They serve for sweet relieving
When fantasy and reality lie too far apart...' 65

- "Slow Like Honey" by: Fiona Apple
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'Here in the dark
Where I dream myself to sleep
I feel my heart as timeless
As the carving on the stone...' 67

"Sky is Falling" - by : Beth Hart68

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'I love the time I'm in between
The calm inside me
In the space where I can breathe
I believe there is a distance I have wandered
To touch upon the years of
Reaching out and reaching in...' 70

"Elsewhere" - by: Sarah McLachlan71

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'Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start73

Running in circles
Chasing tails
And coming back as we are...'74

"The Scientist" - by: Coldplay75

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'Excuse the mess, I didn't see you from behind
I caught a glimpse, but the reflection's only mine
It's almost like I'm paralyzed and locked outside myself
What I don't need is to concede because I won't be someone else
I am not perfect and I don't claim to be...' 77

"Better Version" - by: Shinedown78

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'Heard ten thousand whispering and nobody listening. Heard one person starve, I heard many people laughing. Heard the song of a poet who died in the gutter.'80

"A Hard Rain's A-Gonna Fall" - by: Bob Dylan 81

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'Send me dead flowers to my wedding and I won't forget to put roses on your grave.' 83

"Dead Flowers" - by: - The Rolling Stones84

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'...And in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make.' 86

"The End" - by: The Beatles87

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'Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin, dance me through the panic 'til I'm gathered safely within. Lift me like an olive branch and be my homeward dove, dance me to the end of love.' 89

"Dance Me To The End Of Love" - by: Leonard Cohen 90

Evil is just a word, and what no one sees, no one knows. Unless God is truely a busybody. 91

All hearts have dark corners, where the death of a loved one is occasionally wished, laughter offends, and even beauty becomes a rebuke- Lawrence Sanders 92

*~* "Sometimes I miss you so much I want to rip you out of my drems and hug you!!"*~*93

*~*"Like the tree needs the earth, Like the night needs the moon, Like the star needs the sky, Like the guitar needs the tune; My world needs you."*~*94

*~*" The heart feels what the eyes can not see and knows what the mind can not understand."*~*95

*~*" All I can do is smile and pretend everything's ok."*~*96

*~*" It's the way you make me laugh when I don't even want to smile."*~*97

*~*" I want to protect this image of you...believeing in the love that changes sorrow into strength." Andyroo*~* 98

*~*" Show your anger, but vent it in writing, and think before you act on it, as I often do....do not accuse before you know the facts."*~* 99

*~*" Writing is the greatest of actions my soul has ever taken.*~* 100

*~*" I'm going to do my very best, then do better than that."- 'me'*~*101

*~*" Fight for what you believe-People are wrong sometimes"*~*102

*~*" The best things in life are unseen. That's why we close our eyes to kiss, cry and dream."*~*103

*~*" I'm not beautiful like you. I'm beautiful like me."*~*104

*~*" Find out who you are and do it on purpose."*~*
Seems every station on the TV
is selling something no one can be
If every page was torn from the magazine
would cash still drive the media machine?
The products, damage and pursuit are endless
identity can leave you selfless105

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Life is like an unfunny version of Everybody Loves Raymond
except it doesn't last 22 minutes ; it lasts forever.107


You see that girl? Alexandra Noelle
She Gets paranoid easily
She likes Cuddles
And talking to herself
She finds comfort in music
She spends most of her time searching for 'him'
And thats all there is to her..108

Apart from a broken heart..109

<"A pill to make you numb, a pill to make you dumb, a pill to make you anybody else. But all the drugs in this world, wont save her from herself. You were from a perfect world, a world that threw me away today.">110

Break my heart. I'll still be superficially beautiful. Isnt that all that mattered to you anyway?111

haven't you just wanted to break all
the mirrors in your house because
you can't stand looking at yourself
anymore? but you know it's useless,
cause what hurts the most is everyone
else's opinion, & they don't need a
mirror to see you..112

The newspapers screamed the most tragic story that the small town ever heard.The suicidal angel left the world without a word113

For every heart that finds love..There is a heart that cries.
For every dream that is reborn..there is a dream that dies.
For every day filled with sun..there is a day of rain.
For every hour filled with joy..There is an hour of pain.
For every smile upon a face..there is a tear to cry.
For every fond hello you say..there is a sad goodbye 114

too much drama up in this fake hearted school.
[ the preps ; the goths ; the less-than-cool ]
where it starts && stops; who`s to define?
who`s to be trusted and where to draw the line.
screaming && crying && all the useless chatter.
you live, you die, only life is what matters.
filled with smiles, lies, and fears.
welcome to the magic of the high school years 115

As She Laid On The Bathroom Floor,
Lit With Candles Alone,
And Music In The Backround.
She Cried.
She Let It Go.
She Gave Up.
And She Realized,
She Loved Him. 116

When I first met you, a part of me died..
that was the part of me that didn't believe in true love,
or love at first sight, or the perfect person.
I know I messed up & I'll probably lose you forever,
but I won't EVER forget anything about you,
or what we had..cus it was really something special.