•My Letter to Jan: on July 22, 20081
Greetings my love…2
This day I hope my letter finds you in the very best of health and spirits. I am obliged herein, at the evening hour, to write to you a collection of my thoughts of you this day.3
I recall those secret Moments we shared so many years ago…what seems like an eternity has passed in a mere moment and yet, I still feel as though we walk along the same path this night.4
I think often of how you set me free from the torment that was thrust upon me. In your embrace would I become the greatest of all men. 5
The scent of your body wafts across my mind and it remains strong and constant. I sense it in my darkest hours and it lifts me from the depths of my despair.6
I think unto myself that I must always have you. It is the sincere desire of my heart to hold you and keep you as we did those years ago, for it was at those times that my life was a simple affair…untroubled by life and worry. 7
You have given yourself fully and completely to me and engaged my deepest desires…some of these things I cannot bring myself to speak of with any one. You taught me the language of love…the power of a touch and how the burning embers of a kiss can smolder for all eternity.8
My dearest Jan, I think often of our secret pleasures and desires that flow through illusions of concealment and distance…Time has truly not extinguished the flame of our passion for one another.9
I’ll never forget the first time I saw you…The sun danced on your golden tresses…your white blouse, buttoned lazily, could not contain your ample bosom…You were breathtaking. The words I knew then couldn’t communicate what I felt. 10
Your sexuality is aflame with the most intense heat I have ever been exposed to.
With you, I may pluck the fruit of passion without reservation…I may enjoy you as I see fit and yet, the adoration we share does not wane, even when we are intoxicated by the wine of passion.11
My boyish desire to have a private whore to satisfy my every desire has been only realized in your arms. 12
You fulfill every fantasy I could ever imagine. You take me into your mouth and you take all of me…like I have never experienced. So powerful is the experience that I can hardly stand long enough to enjoy it. I am left with the feeling of being intoxicated.13
I need to feel you desire me…and I need to please you…for it is this fact that strengthens me…14
As always…with love…Max
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