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I'm waving good bye
you're waving hello
or is it the other way around
Do we even know?1

Make up our minds
yes no
left right
which way to we go?2

Forgiveness is a gift
and a curse
can it get any better
can it get any worse3

Im taking a trip down memory lane
and Im walking on the yellow line
and my steps are stumbling
but thats fine
cuz I havnt had a drink in over a week
I'm not drwoning you in a bottle of jim beam
but you ar still in my dreams 4

Im not lost
but im not found
Im somewhere on the middle ground
Im happy
but Im sad
Aw hell this is bad.
or is it good.
I dont know why I feel this way
or if i even should. 5

Its so confusing when left it down
and right it up
and you're head is spinnign so fast you cant walk
There's no alchohol to numb the pain
and no wind sheild wipers to clear away the rain6

it feels so good but maybe its not.
so many questions and so many answers
but which nes go where
and how did I even get here
ur killing me slowly like a drip of blood that will eventually turn into a flood.

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