I didn't do anything to them. I just want it to stop. I'm going to end up hurting myself badly if this continues. I just wanted a friend and all I got was an enemy. I don't want to live this anymore, but I can't stop. I can't stop what I'm doing. I'm going to kill myself. And you know what I don't care anymore. I just don't. Life hasn't been easy for me and I've tried my best to get through it, but I just don't see the point anymore. I just don't see why people want to live. Well since no one bothers to care about me, I'll just keep walking around with a fake smile on my face and if anyone cares they'll notice..
Today my life was hell again. I really don't see how people do it. How they're happy everyday. I can't live like this. I'm going to breakdown. No one's here. No one tried to stop me when I started doing this. Now I can't stop. No matter how much I want to. I don' t want help anymore. I'm dying and I'm the one killing myself. Everyday I live the same day over and over again. A never ending pattern of pain. Why can't everyone just LEAVE ME ALONE??!! Why do they always have to hurt me? I didn't do anything to them. I just want it to stop. I'm going to end up hurting myself badly if this continues. I just wanted a friend and all I got was an enemy. I don't want to live this anymore, but I can't stop. I can't stop what I'm doing. I'm going to kill myself. And you know what I don't care anymore. I just don't. Life hasn't been easy for me and I've tried my best to get through it, but I just don't see the point anymore. I just don't see why people want to live. Well since no one bothers to care about me, I'll just keep walking around with a fake smile on my face and if anyone cares they'll notice..
I didn't do anything to them. I just want it to stop. I'm going to end up hurting myself badly if this continues. I just wanted a friend and all I got was an enemy. I don't want to live this anymore, but I can't stop. I can't stop what I'm doing. I'm going to kill myself. And you know what I don't care anymore. I just don't. Life hasn't been easy for me and I've tried my best to get through it, but I just don't see the point anymore. I just don't see why people want to live. Well since no one bothers to care about me, I'll just keep walking around with a fake smile on my face and if anyone cares they'll notice..
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why want u let me help u also i miss u come back to school
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