Grrr!

So I am confused, I am having my parents come over to see my bofriend and my house, seeing as my parents are both christians, I spent all of last night clearing the house of everything wiccan. Cleared out my alter, my and my boyfriends herbs and books and charms and well... everything. It feels so bad at my age to still be hiding things from them, but I only just got back into the family, I don't want them to disown me again!1

Work is hectec, dealing with all these anoying people, I wonder sometimes wether I am just not a nice person to be around, because it feels like they go out of their way to avoid and abuse me, but then I remember that I just don't know all that much about the world. Thats what you get for having over protective parents that don't even let you ride the bus at the age of 18.2

At least home is good, coming home to see my boyfriend, and even at work when I go outside I can lean against the lone tree in a sea of concreate buildings, and I feel it breathing beneath my hand. I surpose I should look at the good things. 3

But first on my mind is my parents. I don't know how to tell them I am wiccan, and that it really is not a bad thing, that it is a beautiful relegion!! Agh! Don't know what to do!4