To all whom may be concerned:1
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thou at this point i don't think there will be that many people on that list. Recently i haven't been feeling like myself. Lately i have been distanting myself from everything and everyone, but a few people who were kind enough to still reach out into the shadows where i was hiding. One of th things that have helped me in the past. This site. Was sadly one of the things i was hiding from. it was like i didn't want to get better. 3
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Most of the people i have once called my friends, it almost seems like i am losing them. To the point where i feel i don't have anyone. All the issues that i have are now erupting out. I am starting to think that it is cause i am trying to reach out. Pour them out into the light but they have gotten used to being hidden. That is why i plan to pick up the pen again, i put it down for too long, i almost quit. I almost gave up. But with my life moving in the way it is, i find that i can't stand still. There is something i have to hold on to. Something that i have to keep and for me that is my writing and those who are still around to keep me calm and from doing something that in the end i will regret. I guess you can call this Journel entry i offical comeback. Because some of you may not believe this but i have missed you and i need you all more then words can explain, cause without you i would honestly be dead, who knows maybe i already am, so bring me back to life, please. 5
Aaron 6
Disturbed prodigy 7
Adding your comment:
ssss i am so glad your back, 
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thank you, i really needed to know that, thank you very much.
You need to stir it up so we can read some of your great darkness!! 