It's one of those days...

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Yeah, so college is awesome. I love it here, I really do. I love the people, my classes, and the other activities I'm involved in.2

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Tonight however, I got this feeling. Maybe more like just a bad mood I'm in, idk. But it's like I feel inadequate and more of a nuisance than anything, like I'm not wanted. I know that's not true, but I feel that way.4

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*sighs*6

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Maybe tomorrow will be better. Can't wait for the weekend, I get to help with the All Night Party.8

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  • 2lullabyhaven
    September 25
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    Feelings are like waves of the Sea...back and forth, to the one who can surf past the pitstops goes the spoil...I took a break from college and believe me I soooo miss it...stay put, stay focused, stay tuned...those feelings will subside.


  • Blackbird Writer
    September 25
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    I know exactly how you feel. I feel it everyday. If you ever need to talk, I'm totally here for you, hun


  • apbluefairy
    September 25
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    Tomorrow is always a new day, take it in with a smile on your face & a new thought in mind. Plus it's Friday, & everything is better on Fridays!!

    But I also know how you feel... And I know that given sometime, it's always better in the end!!


  • Kathraina
    September 24
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    I know how you feel hun, but it'll get better



  • XRainbowliciousX
    September 24
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    awwww!!!!!!!! I hope you feel better...you are amazing. Ily 2


  • she still smiles x
    September 24
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    Uhm excuse me but YOU'RE AN AMAZING FRIEND AND I LOVE YOU :] and we all definitely feel this way sometimes. maybe you just need some favorite songs and a good night's sleep.
    I hope you have an awesome weekend and that it brightens your mood!
    oh and whenever I see a comment / guest book entry / message from you, I smile .


    ♥

  • ladybug.
    September 24
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  • ReachingForStars
    September 24
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    In the immortal words of Tupac Shakur, keep ya head up.
    I can only speak for myself but you are not a nuisance; in fact a lot of times your work makes my day.
    Smile.
    It's the only way to banish the darkness.
    Hope your heart lifts!
    -K

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