Mother

sometimes i feel like such a bitch yahknow? especially when i don't do something right or i start losing my temper...1

like this morning.2

my step mum started having a go at me for not putting dads work clothes in the dryer last night.. its been raining the last few days down here see and they were quiet damp so they got chucked in this morning...3

calls me unreliable when i do one fucking thing wrong. how is that fair? I do a good portion of the house work around the home i am studying year 12 and five HARD subjects as well as obtaining my drivers license. 4

i have like only five weeks until i am officially finished for the year.5

Give me a break.6

I got home at around 3.30 had a bit to eat and a bit of a rest caus ei wasn't feeling the bestand i was in pain (as i am now) went and put some clothes in teh dryer, then i went on the computer did homework (english and biology) at 5.45 my sister got picked up by mum to go to work. I started cooking dinner7

sat down to eat dinner at 7, completly forgot clothes and had to dry the carept in front of my door becuase water had leaked under the door from the rain.8

that took near on bloody 2 hours!9

then i had to check my emails and stuff, my mate josh started talking to me.10

then mum goes aw can you get off i need to check a bill.... i'm like sure i'm gonna go to bed anyways it was about 10.15 at that point.11

next thing i know... why are you taking so long to get off the net!?12

goood... kill me. i can't frekaing win with my step mum. don't know why i even bother to try. now shes going oh i'm gonna leave early and come home early so i can do the washing...13

do you see what i mean? she is so fucking stubborn. no wonder i;'m always trying to get out of the country all thetime... i sooooo wnat to do au pair...

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  • geonigma
    September 24
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    nice writing

    i can see ur point and i know u think it is hard but try to atleast get along with ur step mom as ur dad does love her and u just the same.


    • Bells Kelly
      October 11
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      I haven't got a problem with my step mum... jsut soemtimes she picks on minor things, etc and goes on and on.
      other wisei love her like my real mum

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