To much

I wish i had a wide window sill to sit on and gaze outat the outside world with, where i could curl up with a book or drawing pad and live in a dream land in which no one can eter but myself and those i want there.1

But i dont, my room is on teh ground floor of a single level house and though i can look outside, its through a sliding door.2

i dont mind it, but i've always dreamed of haivng that kind of a house/ room. i will get one oneday.3

but right now i'm just flat, feel like a a limp rag doll, lethargic and drained of energy for some reason.4

i have to get thes things for school dopne yet i can not think, can not write, or read the information i need to learn and use.5

I wasnt to sleep, listen to the rain and only waken to Him.6

but i guess thats to much...

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  • Much-Dipstick
    September 16
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    I have a window seat. It looks onto the road. But beyond that there is a field and river and woods so I guess it's pretty I hope you get it some day
    ~Luck&Love~


    • Bells Kelly
      September 16
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      hey dippy.
      you lucky!!! steals your house. sounds really nice. how you going anyways? havent spoken to yah in a while.

      • Much-Dipstick
        September 16
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        It's damp cause it's inside a hill but it's alright xD. I'm going ok, you? Don't have a lot of time to be on SW anymore... :/

        • Bells Kelly
          September 16
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          lol, cool!
          yeah nah i'm ok, gettin a bit stressed because of school and stuff but i'm goin well apart from that. i've jsut been coming on here a lot cause i ahvent really got all that much to do.. apart from some assignements and i work on them a bit when i'm on here anyways


  • Dark Legend
    September 15
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    Meh, the view outside my window sucks too. It´s just some trees and another house.

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