My thought's

i bleed inside
i want to die
can i die
no one loves me
no one wants me
no one likes me
Now you see why i want to die
they never think to ask why
the way i am
i think of cutting
seeing the blood on the floor
i feel a tad bit better now.....Frown

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  • onaya3
    September 15
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    OK, I'm more than a little concerned now. You've been posting similar pieces all with the same motif for quite a few months. In the past I've suggested treating yourself gently, or getting out of the house and out of your head for a while, or even changing your life to change what might be making you upset.

    If these aren't working and it feels like you can't change your life yourself, if things seem so hopeless that you don't want to? Then you really need to speak to your GP and get a referral for a psychiatrist or a psychologist. In Australia you can be referred to free consultations through the public health system, ask your GP if they have something similar in the U.S?

    Dark-amythest if these are truly your thoughts, you do need professional assistance. These kinds of poems/ diary entries come across as a cry for help and you keep putting them out there. Talk to a medical professional and explore your options with them.

    This doesn't mean I'm saying you have to be locked away. I used to have these thoughts (and occassionally still do) but after seeking help and from regular therapy, I've learned how to manage them. This is what you have to do too.


  • RedHearts
    September 13
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    Hey I also have such thoughts sometimes.. they just come and go.. don't let them stay there, just drive them away. There are people who like you.. and there are people who love you. you know that don't you?? Just take care, and don't let these thoughts stay..

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