you know what the most annoying thing in life is?
i think its disapointment
in others, but in yourself
i promised myself that i wouldnt cave in
that i would not keep making those mistakes
fuck, i promised others
and this is how i end up
angry
sad
lonely
confused
hurt
lost
and so many others
i just want it to be perfect
i want to feel like everything is fine, like everything is not so screwed up
i just want people to understand that i cant do this anymore
its so hard
not once in school do they tell u that it will be this hard
not once do they say that theres a chance it will be too much
that people dont have a heart
that they just torture you
have u ever had someone tell u that?
no!
u havent, and nobody will
if anyone even reads this
just know
it wont ever be perfect
when it looks like it is
its lies
and that if u give in, ill understand
i just dont think this life was meant for me
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Sweetie, if you want me, you know where to find me
Maybe I can help. I feel this way often, but my friends and people ease it, and I would be glad to help out if I could. Love to you xxx
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