Me And Him Conversation - Swearing, Rudeness, Etc.

DJ: Was that poem directed towards me?
Me: wasn't a poem
Me: and yes
DJ: Oh whatever. And okay. Bye.
Me: bye
DJ: Btw I dont like you.
Me: btw you're a douche.
DJ: Thanks
Me: and I meant it.
Me: every time I said it..
DJ: Meant what?
Me: that you are a fucking douche.
DJ: Thanks you.
Me: you're very welcome.
Me: oh and also, I gave up on you a long time ago.
DJ: Good for you.
Me: you're such a jackass.
DJ: I am? You ambushed me with all this shit outta nowhere.
Me: That's because I've been trying to hide it all. And you have pissed me off every time we talked for so many reasons, and I never told you so you wouldn't feel bad. But now I understand it's not worth attempting suicide over someone who doesn't even care for you.
DJ: Uhm, I actually considered you a friend. And I dont get how I pissed you of. But oook.
Me: You logged off and never even said goodbye.
Me: You say "uhm" like all the popular kids.
DJ: I always do that. Cuz Ive been really tired lately. So I forget.
Me: You forget that you're having a conversation with your "friend"?
Me: You look at the fucking screen, dj. It's not that hard!
DJ: OKay okay! Im sorry
Me: I'm just giving up.
Me: I've worked way too hard and I'm not capable of doing this anymore.
DJ: OKayy.
DJ: Hahah Kera, Im sorry, but youre really mistaken if you think IM the one whos hard to handler.
DJ: handle*
Me: I don't NEED to be handled! I take care of myself!
Me: I have taken a hold of my WHOLE FUCKING LIFE!
DJ: AND I DO?
Me: There are just so many things about you that piss me off and I can't keep it a secret anymore!
DJ: Okay Kera. When you stop being a hypocrite talk to me, ok? Bye.
Me: Like when AJ went onto your account and called me a bisnitch. What did you do? Really?
Me: I'm not being a fucking hypocrite!
Me: If you're telling me to change then I'm never going to talk to you again!
Me: Because I won't change for a douche!
DJ: Im not telling you to change.
DJ: When someone tells you to stop eing hyprocritical that just means stop being fucking hypocritical!
Me: I'm not being fucking hypocritical!
Me: For the last fucking time!
DJ: Holy shit Kera. You are. Just let it be okay? Fuck.
Me: Fuck WHAT?!
DJ: my life for starters/
Me: And then what? ME?
DJ: wtf?
DJ: Did I fucking say that Kera? Haha okay. Think what you want.
Me: You are NOT worth it.
Me: I'm not doing this anymore.
Me: I'm not attempting suicide.
Me: I am not cutting myself.
Me: And I am not drinking.
Me: ANYMORE.
Me: Because of YOU.
Me: Because YOU are a pathetic excuse to do ALL of those things.
Me: I'm just sick of it. Completely sick. Violently sick.
Me: I'm going on a walk. Bye.

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