Really Long Conversation - Only blocked out emails etc. Contains swearing as well as other stuff. =/

 Kera And DJ conversation1

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Kera: hey! =]
Kera: DJ?
DJ: eyy
DJ: Hey*
Kera: hey How are you?
DJ: Im good you?
Kera: I'm doing alright.
DJ: Thats good
Kera: yuppers
Kera: so whatcha been up to?
Kera: ?
DJ: Nada chillin
Kera: same.
DJ: Niiice.
Kera: lol
Kera: you mean Noooice!
DJ: Nooooooice
Kera: xP there ya go lmao
Kera: My friend ------ was drunk last night :/
DJ: Pahhaa luckyy
Kera: lol
Kera: he ended up banging 3 people
Kera: and having a horrible hangover today
DJ: Hahahha that suckss. but thats good!
Kera: what's good?
DJ: That he banged 3 people
Kera: oh yeah lmao x)
Kera: but!!
Kera: he just broke up with his girlfriend --- a few days ago!
Kera: so I was like, "No, ------. Don't bang people when you're drunk." but he did it anyways, of course xP
DJ: Hhahaha how old is he
Kera: --
DJ: Oh. Haha
Kera: lol
Kera: he also smokes and does weed =[
Kera: hellooooo
DJ: I said thats dumb
Kera: ohh. I didn't get the message
Kera: it just said you were typing for a really really long time :/
DJ: Hahaha yeahh. I hate when it does tht
Kera: yuppers
Kera: owowowowow
DJ: What?
Kera: Just stepped on something
DJ: HAha that suckss
Kera: yuppers. Did I tell you when I stepped on an earring? it went right through my foot
DJ: OUCH
Kera: yuppp
Kera: Lego's hurt like hell as well
DJ: Yeah I know I was watching my cuz and i stepped on a shit load
Kera: ohhhh ouch
Kera: sooooooo
DJ: Sooo
Kera: haha you didn't miss your cue xP
DJ: ahaha yep
Kera: hmm. what is there to talk about.
DJ: your ugly ass ~ AJ
Kera: ??
DJ: It wa AJ
DJ: was*
Kera: oh lmao
Kera: tell him I say stfu
Kera: xP
DJ: Haha he says fuck you
Kera: I say go fuck your mom
DJ: DISSED he said he aready fucked yours so to bad
Kera: xD
Kera: nice one lmao
DJ: Thats what she said
Kera: Lol!
Kera: I kinda don't wanna fight with him cause he's your friend lol
DJ: Haha hes my BEST friend.
Kera: I know lol
Kera: so I don't wanna fight with him even though he hates me lmao
Kera: why does he hate me anyway? =\
DJ: aha idk
Kera: lol
Kera: waaah what is there to talk about :'(
DJ: DK
DJ: IDK*
DJ: !
Kera: lol! xD
Kera: you sure love saying IDK
DJ: Haha yepp.
Kera: lol
Kera: hmmm
Kera: Tomorrow's my birthday!
DJ: Oh niiicee
Kera: yuppers.
Kera: sooo excited.
DJ: HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY
Kera: THANK YOU x)
Kera: lol
DJ: Haha so whatre you doing
Kera: not much, writing in my journal, listening to music, talking to people.
Kera: Hey, is AJ still there?
DJ: Hes spending the night
Kera: oh
Kera: well I gotta tell you something :/
Kera: ...
DJ: What?
Kera: I don't know if I'm ready to stop cutting
DJ: Oh...
Kera: ?
DJ: thats no doog
DJ: good*
Kera: I know. But I'm just not sure if I'm ready yet
DJ: Ok.
Kera: so you're cool with it?
DJ: I guess...
Kera: are you mad? =\
DJ: Yes
Kera: I'm sorry
DJ: W.we
DJ: W.e.*
Kera: DJ I really am sorry. =[
DJ: Idc .
Kera: is this AJ?
DJ: No its DJ.
Kera: okay. Well...
Kera: hello?
Kera: Dj, please, talk to me.
Kera: I'm really sorry, DJ, But it's not your fault, it's mine. And I can't control it. And at least it's better than killing myself, right? Oh, now I'm crying.
Kera: DJ I really need someone to talk to.
DJ is away. new status: You don't know how sick you make me…
Kera: I hope your status isn't meant for me =/
Kera: But it probably is..4

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  • Guilty Pleasure
    August 24
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    that's the worst.

    all you asked for was his support, and he went ahead and did that - I hope all works out for you though and plus, what is he making a big deal about?

    if you're not ready to stop, you're not - and you can't change that just because he doesn't approve... if he's trying to say that you make him sick, the way he's acting makes me more sick than ever

  • Naznomarn
    August 24
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    T__T

  • Reanna Eryn
    August 22
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    -hugs tightly- What an asshole.


  • emmaline2310
    August 22
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    thats horrible! (what happened to you) i know how you feel, actually. I went through the same thing. I promised my friends that I wouldn't do it, but i couldn't stop. My parents found out and sent me to counsilling (i dont think i spelled that right..) and it worked.I kept a chart and everyday I had to rate my day on a 1-10 scale. 1 was the worst day, like wanting to kill yourself and 10 was the best day EVER. i also had to put why it was that number. It really helped me. Also, I had great friends to support me and help me stay happy. You can talk to me if you wanna.

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