Bitter treats, A Day of Mourning

Why should I mourn a person when that person doesn't care? I should consider that one as dead to me. O, but how can I? I want someones affection to rest upon me, I have nothing with me anymore, just pain, sad day today.

Such a sad day because when I was hiding my life from you, that is when you cared, now you know something about me you don't anymore, I think I can rightfully call you a liar, I think you are. If love is what you seek, real love, you will never have it, truly you will never have it, you know why? (removed)

The reality is this, we are all imperfect, we all have problems, most of us are self centered. We claim we want love, claim to want a real life, and what do we do after? Sit down and deny those willing to give us the secret to life. (I did once)

(remove) we all know who the better person is, it's the one putting God first. Yes, I have a big mouth, you could take out the time to help me train my tongue, but do you? No, you'd rather find some idiot to praise you with lies.(should I take this back, put my foot in my mouth? sorry, I think I love you) Hey, I'm a real friend, you know how I know this? Because I keep telling the truth about you, about me, and about the worlds condition.

Who is looking for a place to hide from reality? Is that why you are here? Do you feel hopeless? Sorry, I can't help you there, it requires that you take in the knowledge of the living God and to do his will, but you are very likely to stubborn and proud to do that(I hope I'm wrong, I'd love to serve him with you).


Who here is the real one, the true one, the one sitting on a spiritual thrown?

I think I am,

I know you're not,

but you could be,

but do you want to?

(sorry, I still love you)


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  • storiesuntold
    March 21
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    Excellent

    I have commented on this one once before you have done well with this indeed

  • storiesuntold
    January 21
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    Oh my goodness what a write here

    The one who is right and the one wrong is within the mind of each thats why their are so many arguments . To never see or understand the other side and see why they feel that way none of us are correct . Everyone sees life in their own makings of their world so could we say he is wrong because he has never been taught to believe or do we work with this person walk in his shoes and see what he sees then would our minds be so strong to the way we believed before . Often ones who has never been taught takes in a soft voice that calms them much qquicker then a stance to fight to be right . This is a very interesting piece you have here

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