Shay may she rest in peace

Shay Beverly, some people may know her and some don't...some people like her some people some people dislike her.
Shay and I have been friends for about 4 years.
we meet at school when everyone stared picking on me cuz i was new and cuz of some other shit and she was the only one who took the time to know me.
being a friend with shay met being a friend with someone who you could trust with your life, someone who knew what to do, someone i couldn't live without.
i have known her for 4 years and never once i doubted that she was a great person.
together we did some crazy stuff.
burning food, playing singstar even if our voices sucked, playing in the closet, she would be telling me not to chase her lil bro.
watching silly movies and crying, taking dumb pictures talking online with each other when we are side by side cuz we are too lazy to speak,we had our ups and downs but who doesn't she always helped through things and i always made sure i did the same and i want to apologize for all the times i wasn't there i know i wasn't the best but i loved her with all my heart.
and now that she is gone i am going to miss her terribly i still cant believe she is not going to be here anymore and i really cant thing of being without her, she was more like a sister than a friend and all i wanted is to see her and say one last goodbye but i know it wont happen...shay you are in our hearts and you are forever loved

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  • Zang
    August 20, 2009
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    thank you so much Sammy i appreciate it


  • snickerpoopie
    August 20, 2009
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    aww

    thats really sad i feel very bad for u i think she would be a great frend sorry for the loss

  • Zang
    August 20, 2009
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    thank you so much Katie and it is appreciated


  • KaitlynnElizabeth.
    August 20, 2009
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    I don't really know you all that well, but I know you are hurting. I am truly very sorry for your loss.
    If you ever need an extra huggle, I am here


  • Zang
    August 20, 2009
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    i wish that too but thats god fate and we cant change it
    and i know how you feel nate i feel the same way too.
    i hope so too and i know that someday both of us will make her proud.


  • So Strange
    August 20, 2009
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    I knew Shay pretty good... I really loved talking to her and this shows how much she meant to you, as well. I really wish she hadn't died... it makes me feel very sad and upset about the whole thing. I just can't really explain my feelings toward her death right now. It's the worst feeling in the world, to lose someone that means a lot to you.

    I hope we can all get through it as well as possible. Knowing Shay as I do, she would want that for us.

  • Zang
    August 20, 2009
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    yeah Chris she was a great amazing person and she'll be missed by all...

  • Zang
    August 20, 2009
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    to paper

    thank you so much paper you'll be the first one i talk to


  • Chris W.
    August 20, 2009
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    hey

    Ya know what I feel a bit more like I knew her now just reading these few lines abbout an obviously amazeing person.


  • Zang
    August 20, 2009
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    hey paper thank you so much for the comment it meant a lot to me.
    i know it hurts now and it'll get better later. but i miss her terribly in just 2 days and i don't know what to do the rest of the year
    i'll do my best to make her proud
    thanks again for the comment
    may she rest in peace


    • LovingRidicule
      August 20, 2009
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      I know, hun. It'll be okay though, I promise it'll all work out and one day you'll smile at all the memories. And I know that's not a stupid promise to make because my awsomeness predicts that it will happen! But if you ever need to just vent about it all, send me a message, okay? Don't hesitate one minute, I'd love to hear from you any day and no matter what about.


  • LovingRidicule
    August 20, 2009
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    Hey, lovely. I'm glad you're thinking about the good times. It really helps, even if you're crying, to think of them, it'll make you laugh. It's a bittersweet feeling, but as time goes by, your pain'll be gone.
    I'm sure she loved you and that you were a great friend for her. Hell, I've been talking to you for a few days and I can already tell you're an amazing person with lots of potential to do something in this world. So don't let her down, okay?

    May she rest in peace.

    Love,
    Paper.thin.paradox

  • Zang
    August 20, 2009
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    thank you so much i appreciate it I'll miss her


  • ForgiveAndRemember gold member
    August 20, 2009
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    I don't know her but reading this made me start to cry, I'm very sorry for your loss, I hope things get better

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