Friends

 Friends are rare to find and even more of a rareity to find a truly loyal and honest one.
Some people spend a life time looking for a true friend an never find one. Yet some lucky few find a friend like that without ever trying. 1

As i spent the wee hours of this morning watching a some what good movie i realized that i have only 1 real friend here in this town. The others just want me around cuz I normally have something they want or me being around makes their life easier. A prime example is Todd (a dumbass numbnut) the only time i hear from him is when he needs smokes bud or money . Or when his ole lady is tryin to start shit . There is one who i question he helped me out a few months back for the first time in almost 6 years so he is still up in the air. But as i watched that movie i realized that the one true friend i had is gone. 2

Anyways shit happens and things change its the way of the world and its how life is, was and always will be. So where do i go from here hmmm? Well this is the route im headed . IT WILL BE ON ANOTHER PAGE THOUGH

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