Break Up

Wow okay I went out with this guy named Nick twice. Both times he asked and both times he broke up with me. The first time i was chill about it cuz i didnt really care. then the second time(months later) which was two days ago Im actually really sad about it. Ive never felt that way before about a guy besides Corey. so all in all i think im actually starting to get a heart cuz i feel bad for the ppl i broke up with too.Idk its just all so weird im changing a lot. OK and also im going to a private school this year and im so nervous about a couple things
1. Im worried cuz i know its gonna be a lot harder then public school is plus its a H.S so its gonna be double the hard it was before at my old school and
2. I don't know any one and I'm really shy. I don't know if I'm gonna be able to make any friends for a while. So right now im wondering if any one has any tips for me. it would be really nice and i really need it.

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  • whoudini
    August 17
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    I have an opinion and advice , is totally different. i went to a private school from public and yes much different but not really that much harder, in fact its a little easier but to make friends you have to

    think one thing, what have you got to lose if you open up a little bit and start the converstation, you all can talk about like books , the library and that will allow you to get a foot in, than the rest gets easier. second of course your changing , your growing up and things look different from what they used to , third the kids there need friends just like you but dont really want to show it, fourth high school is actually different from middle school and it more of everyone is spaced into different groups and it also gives you time to decide what group or groups you are going to fit into , its not as pressured cause you can be your own person til you feel comfortable to find a place in a group or start your own, so dont worry , it will actually be fun either way but join in the fun , and talk a little more , and youll see things will come out fine. Almost forgot and breaking up and stuff that is what you have to do to find that one, you really care about , now you are starting to see, its not as easy anymore cause the feeling of caring now are more deep. so that is a sign of change and growing up and you have entered into that new found area. good for you.


  • StarOfDreams23
    August 16
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    I'm going through almost the same as you besides the nick part and I always had a heart lol. We are going to high school! oh my god! And I might not make friends either. I am talking to Wes again and I'm feeling the heart break all over again. sigh it hurts so bad.

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