Look at me now. I’m glowing and shining. I got everything to live for. And I broke the mirror. I broke the lies I was staring in the face, reflecting my own deceits and confusions. And guess what? My seven years bad luck is quite the reverse. What do I not have that I need? Things aren’t perfect, but my life is liveable. I love you guys so much, always will. I just stuck the shard of a shattered mirror in my scrapbook and got thinking. 7 years eh? Like hell. I broke all those lies up, and took the risk, and look at me now. Glowing with health, life, and love for everything. People watch my back, rather than me being always the eyes. People hold me, rather than me being always the arms. People love me, rather than me being always the love. I’m everything I was and more, I’ve bounced back stronger and happier and freer because I know people DO give a damn. Love to everyone who has ever helped me through, I know I rarely admit when I need it, but thank you so much. Especially those particular few who have held onto me through everything and found me when I was too lost to look for myself. Thank you all forever and ever. <3
Oh, and just a note. Beside the mirror, I wrote watch the reflection change. The scrapbook is made to be my diary, my life in a book, few words, mostly pictures. The scrap of mirror is big enough to see myself. I want to watch how time changes my reflection, weathers at my body, and reshapes my heart. I’m sure it will be good. When I look back in 80 years time, I’ll think of this. I’ll see that smiling girl, peeping at me from a sliver of glass, and I will remember you all. Once again, thank you.
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That's pretty rad
I LOVE YOU SOUR CREAM AND CHIVES! ahah 
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I LOVE YOU MORE *snuggles*
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I know I don't get around to talking to you much anymore. But, you know I love you. Haha. Yeah.
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*chuckles* Love you more =D
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Haha. You wish.
I go in for surgery next month.
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Hehe I loves you dips! this is very pretty! why not post it as a story?
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Hehe I could, but it's a journal really xD and I love you too!!!!!!!!!!
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Aww. I love you.
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I love you too pretty!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!! You are awesome
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