PanicPanicPanicRoom

Okay, so I'm talking to you again. Apparently you have multiple convos up so you aren't answering much, but at least you're online at all, I'm grateful for that.
Then I know this kid DJ from school, which is funny cause he has the same name as my ex. And he's reminding me about when he liked me in the 5th grade.
My heart is taken by Dan but I think it'll fade away because of what happened last night, and I just want someone to love, and someone to love me. So I'm not really sure what to do. I only have half the bargain... I love him but he doesn't love me.
So I probably won't love him anymore after a while. And maybe I'll end up going out with DJ. But maybe he'll run out of feelings for me before I run out of feelings for Dan. So shit, I'm pretty much stuck in the wait-and-see phase and I hate it! I hatehatehate it. 1

I need my PanicPanicPanic room
Cause I feel impending doom
But I don't have a panic room

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  • Coloured Skies
    August 12
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    Awwwwwh awwwwwh
    I can relate KeraKera , It''s horrible isn't ittt! Like the last few lines I can relate to those, but mehh I dunno anymore. I just have to go along with it like you and wait wait till the time is right. Loving someone is so good but heartbreakin' at the same time :'( *huggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg* ILOVEYOU~ and I hope my lil Bommbiee is okies! (:

    ~Cccccherry.

  • Naznomarn
    August 12
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    awwah =[

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