Fuck My Life

Firstly... Chris I'm Sorry........
But,
Ever sometimes hate your parents? Ever wish they could learn to open their goddamn eyes? Well I finally come clean to my mom, well not entirely clean, but she’ll soon find out more. Yet, I found an email from my mother, to my grandmother, and ya know what? My mom told her that I’d been a bit moody, and that she was blaming it on being 14 but maybe that moody is me finally showing her how I really feel! Because this whole ‘depressed’ thing has been going on a lot longer than since my birthday! I can not WAIT for them to find out how fucked up I am and how I truly feel so that maybe they’ll finally believe me! I want them to listen to these four words; I Hate My Life
I want them to know, I hate my life, I’m self-destructive, and I’ve destroyed the only friendship I’ve ever had that I can actually talk to them! I hope she might read this, that if Christine, if you’re reading this I’m sorry. I know you won’t accept it… but I do love you Chris, you’re my best friend, you always have been and always will be. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.
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Fuck My Life