Stress and conformity.. Can you save yourself?

Hey everyone--1

haha sorry for the title... Had to think of something 2

Well, Surgery went well... Other than him doing NOTHING I expected him to do! ugh. So we still dont know how bad the PCOS is. *sigh* 3

Anyway4

My kids are hellions... I am not saying that lightly either.,,5

oh yeah, and I am QUITTING SMOKING.... help
It has been 14 hours since my last ciggerete...
I am watching people walk by me... Smoking.... 6

Damnt... I need a cigg. 7

Fuck.

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  • rainbows.
    August 3
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    *huggles* You can do it. (:

  • awannabepoet
    August 3
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    Quitting is good, even if it feels difficult at first. I went from three packs to zilch cold turkey... just believe in yourself and best of luck

  • Cerulean Sunrise
    August 3
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    Oh I feel for you. Good luck with quitting.


  • still.she.waits
    August 3
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    PCOS? what is that?
    you had surgery. awwww sweetie.
    sorry about the ciggs. Im way too far away to throw ya one.
    which is a good thing if you are quitting.

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