[ it is late, almost three in the morning, and I can't sleep. I am so angry, I dont think I could even if I tried to. well, i just did try to, and I couldn't, because I am too angry! I just don't understand how she could be so hurtful and ignorant! To sa

it is late, almost three in the morning, and I can't sleep. I am so angry, I dont think I could even if I tried to. well, i just did try to, and I couldn't, because I am too angry! I just don't understand how she could be so hurtful and ignorant! To say that vampires don't even exist, but she knows we do, and she hates it, I think because she is either in denial or afraid, and I don't know what to do, every time I try to bring up the subject she looks away, changes the subject or something.
There are people out there, people who are frightened that they are sick, or even dying. People who think that there is something wrong with them, people who should be told of what is going on in the world.
I am left here wondering, what IS going on? what is the big secret?we are not murderers, nor are we bloodthirsty monsters. if we are such a strong and peaceful and self sufficiant race and community, like we have been for...since we started...whenever the fuck that was...why dont we take a stand for ourselves? for eachother? for those people who suffer every day? what is wrong with us, that we can't bring change into the world only to help eachother and those that need us most?
I watched true blood today, and it got methinking, if our people did stand up like that and fight for our own humanity, we could acheive that, i'm sure, somehow, we could do it, we could make our own something, to keep us healthy, cause isnt that one of those things that matter most? the health of our families and those we love and care about? like really? with todays technology...? we can change what is wrong with the world by simply speaking out, and educating others, so why dont we? this is the only thing I have ever felt passionate about, and the only thing I have ever wanted to stand up for, but people would think I am crazy to do it, I would be crazy to do it, and I am scared, and i don't know what is going to happen, but something has to change!