letter to the m.i.a



dear you,

so i've been counting down the days tille you come back [88] and i'm so freaking i don't wanna say miserable but i also didn't know i was capable of missing you so much. i think while i was anticipating your departure i had put up this huge front of me missing you so much. but you know when i don't have someone calling me to wake up at 9:30, or no text message message that doesn't include you calling by my actual name or saying "good morning beautiful" kinda hurts me a lot.

anyway, today i was going through my numerous amounts mix cds and i found stuff i haven't listened to in forever, including the songs you gave to my iTunes library. upon being one of the girls i really don't like to be.. (clingy & overbearing) i've done the bragging thing again, yes i brag on you and might i add i've made alot of people jealous score one dani. it's kind of got my waiting for graduation, i have a secret that only charli knows. and it's a very difficult one to keep underwraps at the moment. but if i get it to work you shall be a happeh camper.

by the way, i must say i'm really mad at you, you effin left and didn't call or anything, didn't leave any sort of message... and it bugs me... till i get an explanation so feel the heat of my anger >_< >=[ feeel it!


anywho at the moment on vh1 soul is a maxwell music video marathon... nuff said
i think its a little ironic... lol

i must say for a person that enjoys writing i can't write to save anyones life,just for the fact that we both know i'm random and i have a short attention span ...like just now i was thinking about watching the original house partyy... so sad. though... i;m slowly getting on the writing train again and it's workin well.



so yeah.
i have to be mean, i've fallen inlove with someone else...


just kidding, feel the angry love;
dani

or

danielle... which ever one you love more
































[for those that don't know the story, my boyfriend is in california doing his marine bootcamp deal and i'm well basically missing him terribly so thats when this happened ^^^]

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