Jealous! Jealous1 Jealous! No word can describe better that jealous! Not a big deal but, still bugging my mind and my heart. Why they dan you are really good at socialization? When I hardly struggle to make even just one friend? Everybody said that 'you' clever. that 'you' gifted. that 'YOU' the best. even you didn't admited it but......everyone knew you good!
why I can't be just like you? or them? easy going....confident, didn't care about what people said about you?
I can't! I always wondering, what will they say about me? always. huh..........my heart screamed! it's need help! urgent! I can't explain what was going on in my stupid heart. it's feel like it's going to blow and I have to hold it. There's somekind of war playing in my heart. Argh! God!
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