I did it again. i cant believe it.
I had been clean for 6 months.
I just wasn't thinking straight last night.
What he said hurt!
If I even come face to face with Steven Garron I swear I will make it fucking impossible for him to ever have kids.
I cut.
10 deep straight lines down my thigh.
I'll have to wear my shorts swimming for a while..
I wish I hadn't done it.
I know Hunter will see them.
At least I don't have weekly body checks any more or I'd be in trouble.
Gawd.
He didn't even fucking know me. He had no right to say what he did just to fucking try to make Hunter mad.
I'm supposed to tell my parents.
Yeah right.
They can keep living their happy lives.
I don't need them to know.
Not like it would help.
Just make it worse.
Damn.
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