i have to write on a website i cant even talk to my friends ffs

The only way to say how I feel
:1

Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"2

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?3

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,4

- I admit Im depressed and the reason the words above describe how i feel is because they dont see me, i am unimportant ... im just a means to something and i know it .. i know im nothing ..