What is right?

God says blessed are the peace makers but what if I don’t want peace what if I want to fight? I want to war because it’s finally a battle I have a hope to win. People only want peace when they loose. People don’t want to try when they have no chance of success, that’s why the bullies always win. That’s why the good die young. That’s why we should all just give up now and accept that some people are just losers, and no one would care if they weren’t here. We pretend to because that’s the “right” thing to do. But it’s all a lie. All one dirty lie they tell us just to keep us quiet. Well I’m not quiet. I may be one of those dumbasses that won’t accept their fate. I may be a hypocrite. I may be one of those “losers” but I won’t keep quiet. I won’t let everyone give me their false sense of “right” because I am right. 1

The sense of home and family is dead. Its all one front we put up to show how “good” we are. We have to pretend to be happy and loving and to like each other or else “people will talk.” You know what? Let them talk. Let the light shine in and see your evil deeds. We all have out skeletons in our closets. How big is yours? 2

Trust no one. No one can be trusted. Do not lean on anyone, they are unreliable. They will pull themselves out from under you and shatter you. They will let you fall. They will pretend to put up safeguards for your protection, but it is all one big lie. Their safeguards are paper thin, you will fall strait through. 3

Rely on yourself. You can only control you. Accept nothing that you don’t deserve and take what you do if you have to. God is on your side, even though it seems that he has run away. Despite it all, he knows where you are and what you do. But do not rely on him. He is there, he will aid when needed, but he is no gift giver. 4

God tells us to be peacemakers to stop us from being hurt by those bigger then ourselves. But Father, every child needs to get their knees scraped every once in a while…and I think he knows that. 5

Do not accept what they tell you. Do not accept what they tell you. Do not accept what they tell you. In the end it’s up to you. Don’t let them make you feel inferior. Losers are only the people who let them tell you that you are. If you accept what they tell you, you might as well not be here, and no one will care that you have gone. 6

God says laugh at those who oppress you. You don’t have to laugh. That makes laughter a lie. You are allowed to be angry. You are allowed to be sad. You don’t have to always be strong. You can cry. Do not let anyone oppress you. God gave you a right - A divine right. Live your right to the fullest. Act out, get angry, and say what you feel. Don’t ever regret saying the truth, even if no one believes you. 7

Say what you feel. Don’t be afraid to say what you feel. It may cause a war, it may cause a fight, and it may divide you permanently forever. But say it; don’t ever regret saying what you feel. 8

Rudeness is a lie. Being accused of being rude is just a way of getting people to make sure that you don’t say something that they do not want to hear. Say it anyway. Do what you want despite what people say. 9

Don’t be afraid of being wrong. It’s ok to be wrong, as long as you accept it. Do not continue to preach what is false if you know it is false. Do not lie to anyone. Lying means that they are not worthy of the truth, and everyone is worthy of the truth. No matter who they are, where they are from or what they did or continue to do, everyone is worthy of honesty. 10

Do not lie for fear of a war. Fight to the death. It may be unpleasant. It may be long and difficult, but fight. No one will fight for you. Everyone is only out for themselves. No one cares about you. You can only care about you. No one will be there for you in the end. This realization is lonely and harsh to take in, but it is the truth. No one will ever help you. No one will ever make it all right. You have to do this all for yourself. Do not keep quiet for fear of conflict. It is that which makes us lie down and take less then we deserve. The war is holy when fought for a just cause. If people retaliate it is because you are wrong. If people retaliate it is because they refuse to see that you are right. If people retaliate it is because they do not have the means to see that you are right. 11

Always do your best to make the best case that you can. Always state out all of your facts. Always do your best so that others can see. Be explicit. Be thorough. Be tough. Make people see what they do not wish to see. Make people hear what they do not wish to hear. Make people feel what they do not wish to feel. For the unpleasantries of life are real and they will not go away. 12

I say this because no one else will. I say this because people remain quiet. I say this because I know I am right. Are you?