hey guys i dont know how many of you guys are really my friends and really care but the reason im not on much is because i curently do not have internet access. the only way i get it is at the library and i can barly go her as it is so yeah guys just give me time.1
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and every thing was going pretty good till a few weeks ago. my boyfriend for almost 6 months broke up with me. your most likely thinking. ok so what. it happens.3
and i get that i have no problem with that. its just that he was someone i cared for alot. i really thought things wre turnting for me. i mean i had went from depressed as hell in december to ontop of my world since he broke up.and this has just made it to where i really dont want to date now. not because of him but because the last few times (before him) i was used. and i really dont need that to happen again. 4
and i know your thinking well he could of used you too and you just dont know it yet.... and your right but the thing is i have that feeling that he didnt. see the reason he broke up with me is because there were things he didnt trust me with and he didnt want to get deeper into a relationship with me untill things were sorted. and im ok with it. you know.... i understand. but it still hurts. he said we could stay friends and that i cant try and earn his trust again. and we might can try it again....5
i would love that its just i dont know if i cant keep doing it i really want to be with him and this is hurting me being seprated. 6
what do i do to keep up hope????7
HELP8
and the guy if he is reading i love you and always will
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Well, I saw you were on, and couldn't remember why I had friended you, so I came to your page. I read this journal entry, all I think I can really say at this point, especially considering the date of this entry, is I hope things are going better, or at least getting better. In my relationship I am feeling a bit used right now, but I know it's for something better in the long run...
Hope things are better nowadays.
-Alex (Always willing to talk to anyone about anything). -
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Life is basically a trial of endurance, theres always something testing us, and its hard. but I wish you luck.
As for that question on how you keep up hope, only you can do that, you have to change your way of thinking, what I do when I lose hope is tell myself I CAN do it, anything is possible.
Its the only way to really get ourselves to carry on to the best of our ability.
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