Third times the charm right. Attempt number three at writing my first journal.
I do want to write this journal. I guess I'm having trouble finding the words. I lost the words awhile ago. Or is it that I've lost my inspiration? I don't know. Who can write of life when they feel like they don't have one?
Life alone. lol. Never thought I'd see myself here. Family... I've got family. I've never been closer to my family in my life. A friend... now I'm in need of one of those. My parents have been in oklahoma for three years. I just started going to school in Oklahoma. After a semseter, I'm still friendless. I just don't fit in, in this state I think. I want to say that's the problem. If the problem is me, then what am I suppose to do? I'm not changing who I am. It took me too long to find a person that I could call myself that I truely liked and loved. I'm not changing. But, man, I want a friend.
I hate feeling like life is passing me by and that's what I feel like right now.
Just one friend. That's all I want.
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I like the way you express yourself...Just comfort yourself with the thought that you are not the only one to feel alone...
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