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Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or him to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

♪♫♪





♥


I’m Kayla, and you’re the pleasure seeker I suppose.


-x- I'm dead nice.
-x- I read, I write, I find inspirations in the most unusual places.
-x- I don’t regret anything that had made me smile.
-x- I love people who give me big hugs
-x- I don’t want you to fix me, I’m not broken.
-x- I am short but sweet.
-x- I sketch a lot, and doodle in my notebooks.
-x- I love vitamin water and Jones Soda.
-x- I don’t want your sympathy, just your heart.
-x- I don’t like spiders. But they follow me every where, so I have learned to adjust.
-x- WARNING: I am a side effect.
-x- jk jk jk lol lol lol . I heart your effin’ make up
-x- I am the worst thing that ever happened to a person like you.
-x- I say nothing a lot.
-x- I don't like repeating myself.
-x- My life is one big circle of problems.
-x- Come kiss my rainbow. XD
-x- I love looking through different perspectives.
-x- Eddie Izzard is A-EFFIN’-MAZING.
-x- I’m sarcastic, and funny.
-x- My favorite season is the fall. I love love love October, and March is cool too.
-x- I suckkk at grammar. So spell check is like my Best Friend. XD
-x- I’m a little obsessive with some things.
-x- I don’t really like change, but nothing is the same forever.
-x- I’m not religious. I view God as an emotional, pissed off teen that likes to stalk us and watch our every move. But then again isn’t it Santa’s job to see if we’re naughty or nice?
-x- I don’t like people who drink [excessively], or smoke.
-x- I know more about you then you think I do. Trust me [;
-x- I’m a little narcissistic.
-x- I view God as an emotional, pissed off teen that likes to stalk us and watch our every move. But then again isn’t it Santa’s job to see if we’re naughty or nice?
-x- I’m a metaphoric, philosophical person. I used a lot of figurative speech, and am hard to understand at first.
-x- I love revenge. [= so don’t piss me off okayyeee?
-x- I am masochistic.
x- IF YOU EVER, EFFIN’, EVER CALL ME BABY- I WILL RIP OUT YOUR THROAT, SHOOT YOUR LEGS AND SEND YOU OFF A CLIFF INTO A LAKE OF FIRE AND KNIFES. [=
-x- I don’t think you need me to repeat the above.
-x- Make up is cool.
-x- Expectations and stereotypes can go play in traffic.
-x- I’m deep, so I’ve been told. True there is more to me then what you read here.
-x- “[=” is my most used face. But I’m not always smiling.
-x- If you hate me and I hate you…I will probably get in the way of every romantic relationship you have. Expect it.
-x- I keep all the notes I write because to know where I’m going, I’ve got to know where I've been
-x- I have a lovely way with words. I’m a poetic romantic. But I always put a sad twist in like everything I write.
-x- I’ll stop the world and melt with you.
-x- I kinda screw things up a lot.
-x- I'm always late to my classes.
-x- Security guards do not like me.
-x- I’m a classic sin.
-x- I contradict myself a lot.
-x- I'm not as open as I used to be.
-x- Nothing really surprises me.
-x- I an more addicting then crystal meth.
-x- You will love me I promise you that.



loveyoubyeeee♥






~*~ Currently ~*~

Feeling: WONDERFUL!
Status:Tayyy-ken
Thinking About: how much fun my weekend has been [= football game, huggys, clam cleaning, houses, Crushers Game, Festival, Clam bake - all with the love of my life.
Wanting: to go to the clam bake at 1 like im supposta.
Watching: Charlie goes to Candy Mountain
Wearing: church clothes.
Listening to: Jason Moraz

MY LOVERS:
xXDarkMelodiesXx : (Soindra) She is a very creative person, who knows what she's talking about. Shes a very honest and kind hearted friend. She tries to help people as much as she can. Shes quiet sometimes, but inside it's screaming with awesome-ness! She so funny, and a simple "good morning" can make her smile [[and Mr.Steier]] XD Siondra es super random and abunches of fun, plus she can spot a hot emo guy from a mile away. I LOVIE HER!

XShatteredxSilenceX: (Taco) Oh my Stop sign. This girl this girl. Okay first off she es one of my best friends. She is so random and funny and emo. She likes to be bitten [actually I'm just rolling out words]. Anyways. shes fun and I've known her for a few years, me and her instantly clicked, we are there to comfort and confined in eachother. I love this girl XD.

Hannah FTW: (Hannah Hard Liquor) She is my best friend. I have no idea where I'd be without her. She will do anything to cheer me up (at the expense of her forehead*ask her about that one*). She has a cute personality, and knows how to make me laugh. Shes a silly goose! Shes my Walmart Call lover, and my Curb Lover.... watching Unicorns in the sky with upside down goats on their back. like whattt are you talking about? love love love hanners.

heyy de (Deannaaa) She has been my best best best friend since 7th grade! Want proof? We got best friends award in 9th grade. We are freaking awesome. I love her, she is the closest thing I have to a sister, and she understands me so well. We are so silly and random together, and we're like a hurricane comin' your way. She is so absolutely funny and marvelous.She knows me better then anyone else could ever imagine. I lo yo dee.


These people make my world.And I lovie them.
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"Just because her eyes don't tear
doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry
& just because she comes off strong
doesn't mean there's nothing wrong

God forbid you be an ugly girl
of course being too pretty is also your doom
because everyone has a secret hatred
for the prettiest girl in the room"

"Do what you love, and Eff' the rest.”

"People say I'm indecisive, but I don't know about that."

"The worst possible case scenario you can find yourself in if your an electrical appliance, is if your a smoke alarm without any batteries, because then you can see the fire, but can't do anything about it."... [[I find this to be very metaphoric, even if it wasn't meant to be.]]


"I'm not sweet.I'm seducing. I'm not pretty, I pathologic. I know it all when it comes to you. I'm not okay. But I can mimic your words, your habits too. I picked up over the years darling, theres nothing you can do.
...I have been abandoned again. I am alone. But I am not going to let you see that satisfactory frown. Never..."

"We are so accustomed to disguising ourselves to others that in the end we become disguised to ourselves."

"A clear conscience is usually the result of a bad memory."

"The greatest harm can result from the best intentions."

"the music is nothing if the audience is deaf."

"this curse on your lips: I hope they taste of me forever"

"And...I like your Christmas set"

"I kept my mouth shut from the start
I guess I left you in the dark
You thought you knew me but you don't
You say you'll love me but you wont
When you find out who I am
I kept my mouth shut for too long
All this time you got me wrong
Now we're in this way too far
I'm about to break your heart
Tear everything we had apart"

"she must be heaven sent
she was never the last one standing
everything you want
never too harsh or too demanding
maybe i'll admit it, i'm a little bit bitter
everyone loves her but i just wanna hit her"