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You make me feel like I'm floating... sort of like a balloon.

♥




I’m Kayla, and you’re the pleasure seeker I suppose.

-x- I'm dead nice.
-x- I like talking to people who make interesting, random conversations.
-x- I forgive, but I don’t easily forget.
-x- I was born in Candy Land, and pranced through the Candy Cane Forest. Very sticky.
-x- I love pomegranates, but I hate warm fruit. ewww
-x- I would probably use the word “ambivalent” to describe my life everyday.
-x- I read, I write, I find inspirations in the most unusual places.
-x- I don’t’ like fake people, or carbon copied Barbies who think they’re the *bunny*.
-x- I like being asked questions, random, silly questions, so throw one at me anytime. But if I find it too awkward I’ll try to change the subject, and won’t answer you if you ask me it again.
-x- My friends mean a lot to me, most of them have drifted away, but I still love em’.
-x- I don’t get too attached to people, because I know everything could change in a matter of moments.
-x- I am opinionated, but I don’t push subject and get defensive about issues. I’m lenient on some things if you can convince me.
-x- I’m a sexual person. I know how to get someone to want me. And I know how to make you feel amazing. Ha somewhat of a tease.
-x- I have been there and done it twice. [[hahaaaa. Not what you think]]
-x- I’m a metaphoric, philosophical person. I used a lot of figurative speech, and am hard to understand at first.
-x- My trying is different then yours. Get over it. I’m different.
-x- I have a lot to deal with. My past doesn’t get to me, but my present is a wild ride.
-x- I'm sweet, and caring.
-x- I stare at people I love. [=
-x- I’m an art and music junkie. I always have to be listening to something. Always always always!
-x- Aw, look at the mess I made. I love it, its effin’ beautiful!!
-x- I hateeeeee thing 2.
-x- I love getting into trouble.
-x- I remember a lot of stuff. Give me a day, and I can give you every detail about what happened that day.
-x- jk jk jk lol lol lol . I heart your effin’ make up.
-x- The word “impossible” isn’t in my vocabulary.
-x- I’m up, I’m down. I’m on the rocks.
-x- Come kiss my rainbow. XD
-x- I love looking through different perspectives.
-x- Eddie Izzard is A-EFFIN’-MAZING.
-x- I’m sarcastic, and funny.
-x- My favorite season is the fall. I love love love October, and March is cool too.
-x- I’m brutally honest, but the truth hurts.
-x- I suckkk at grammar. So spell check is like my Best Friend. XD
-x- I’m a little obsessive with some things.
-x- I don’t really like change, but nothing is the same forever.
-x- I’m not religious. I view God as an emotional, pissed off teen that likes to stalk us and watch our every move. But then again isn’t it Santa’s job to see if we’re naughty or nice?
-x- I don’t like people who drink [excessively], or smoke. Its just *gag* horrible smelling, and makes terrible kissing.
-x- I know more about you then you think I do. Trust me [ ;
-x- I’m short, with emo hair. Some people say it’s a red color, some say black, or brownish. I say it’s perfect and you’ll never know exactly what it is.
-x- If you’re still reading this, your one of many things … [1] a stalker, [2] my boyfriend, or an ex. [3] bored. But that’s okayyeee
-x- My birthday is March 11. The most awesome birthday-day ever.
-x- I don’t like spiders. But they follow me every where, so I have learned to adjust.
-x- I once had an imaginary pet fish named Bubbly, to make my mom feel bad about not getting me a pet. I was such a lonely kid.]=
-x- I over think things wayyyy to much, which leads to all of this random description of me.
-x- When I’m alone and bored, I get emo. Strangeee.
-x- My favorite colors: red, black, neon purple, neon green, and electric blue.
-x- I’m a little narcissistic.
-x- I love revenge. [= so don’t piss me off okayyeee?
-x- I’m somewhat masochistic.
-x- I love school some days, hate school some days. I love Mondays, I hate Fridays. ♥
-x- I know German, which doesn’t really get me on most Jew’s good side. XD
-x- I’m a World War 2 fanatic, and I like learning about Hitler, he’s very interesting. Whatttttt??
-x- I drowned my conscious a year ago. I take risks, and love them.
-x- I hate babies. I will not hold them; I will not talk to them. I will stare a hole through them. I have no patience for little kids.
-x- IF YOU EVER, EFFIN’, EVER CALL ME BABY- I WILL RIP OUT YOUR THROAT, SHOOT YOUR LEGS AND SEND YOU OFF A CLIFF INTO A LAKE OF FIRE AND KNIFES. [=
-x- I don’t think you need me to repeat the above.
-x- Make up is cool.
-x- I’m deep, so I’ve been told. True there is more to me then what you read here.
-x- “[=” is my most used face. But I’m not always smiling.
-x- I haven’t had a nightmare in three years, and I like never get headaches.
-x- I suck at bowling.
-x- I'm excessively random.
-x- You can't bring me down. I'm already short.XD
-x- I am the time of your life.
-x- killyoulikepeace.
-x- Expectations and stereotypes can go play in traffic.
-x- My life would make an interesting book. But if I wrote it, I’d be mute for the rest of my life.
-x- I'm a part time lover, and a full time friend.
-x- I work a pizza place. I answer the phones there with weird accents, and sometimes sweet voices. T’is funny.
-x- When I was a cutter I always wanted to cut a shooting star going across my arm. I thought it’d be effin rad.
-x- If you hate me and I hate you…I will probably get in the way of every romantic relationship you have. Expect it. He’ll leave you for me. XD but I don’t want him/her. Ha.
-x- I have a lovely way with words. I’m a poetic romantic. But I always put a sad twist in like everything I write.
-x- I’ll stop the world and melt with you.
-x- Don’t complain to me about how you got abused or whatever, or that your parents don’t understand you. I have no tolerance for what you can change.
-x- I respect people who respect me.
-x- I know exactly what I want.
-x- My cousins die all the time. [[ ah bet you don't remember ]]
-x- I'm always late to my classes.
-x- Security guards do not like me.
-x- I am the worst thing that ever happened to a person like you.
-x- I say nothing a lot.
-x- I don't like repeating myself.
-x- my life is one big circle of problems.
-x- I admire abnormalities.
-x- The story behind my username and email usernames usually gets me in trouble just ask any story write mod. Haha
-x- I don’t want to go to heaven I just want to be dead.
-x- Have a problem with me? ... well eff' you okay?
-x- I kinda screw things up a lot. Sometimes I just dont care.
-x- my mood changes like every second and usually thats not good.
-x- I contradict myself a lot.
-x- I look through people.
-x- I'm not as open as I used to be.
-x- Nothing really surprises me.
-x- I like to take pictures when I have a “good” day.
-x- I will be your crazy,fun,emo lover!
-x- I an more addicting then crystal meth.
-x- You will love me I promise you that.


loveyoubyeeee♥



___Currently___

Feeling: as happy as a duck in water.
Single or Taken: ♥ Taken ♥
Thinking About: Caleb.
Watching: nuffin
Wanting: to show you how much I love you.
Wearing: work uniform.
Listening To: Hot n Cold

MY LOVERS:

cjhabes2010: [Caleb] He is my boyfriend, and he is AMAZING. I love him, MORE then he loves me. He is always there when I need him, and everyday he makes me smile.He's like a best friend to me...except I love him. We have been together for five AMAZING months!! He's got a steller personality, and he really knows how to "wow" someone. he makes everyday of mine better in some way. He is also my Kitchen Lover, Floor Lover, Elevator Lover, Couch Lover, A Very Unfair Lover,Hallway Lover,Vitamin Water Lover, Car Lover,Hill Lover, Fireworks Lover, Italian Ice Lover, Side-of-the-house Lover, Black River Lover, Pool Lover, Water Balloon Lover, Recliner Lover,Back Porch Lover, Sneaky Lover, Cake Lover, Bridge Lover, Stair Lover, Hot Tub Lover, Hotel Room Lover, Poking Lover, Wave Pool Lover, Scavenger Hunt Lover,*bunny* Fruit Lover, Emo Wall Lover, Locker Lover, Piano Lover, Secret room Lover,11th annual Clam Bake lover, Front Lawn Lover, Ice Cream Truck Chaser Lover, Locker floor Lover, and overall my Best Lover Ever! [=

Hannah FTW: (Hannah Hard Liquor) She is my best friend. I have no idea where I'd be without her. She will do anything to cheer me up (at the expense of her forehead*ask her about that one*). She has a cute personality, and knows how to make me laugh. Shes a silly goose! Shes my Walmart Call lover, and my Curb Lover.... watching Unicorns in the sky with upside down goats on their back. like whattt are you talking about?

Commander Vampire: ( DJ/Taco) oh shes a character... shes like my emo sister I never had. We click something cool. Shes a very upfront person, who lets nothing stand in her way. Shes got this glance that could knock you though a wall-no joke. Shes fun and bizzar...and completely random. I lovie her!

wildcherry-bree: (Breanna) Shes like a lovealbe sister to me. Yes we fight a lot, but we acknowledge each others differences, and help one another no matter what. She likes to have fun, and she's totally crazy sometimes. I lovie her.

xXDarkMelodiesXx : (Soindra) She is a very creative person, who knows what she's talking about. Shes a very honest and kind hearted friend. She tries to help people as much as she can. Shes quite sometimes, but inside it's screaming with awesome-ness! I lovie her.

you.me.now100806: (Hope) I love her. She is like woah. Shes crazy, funny, forward, sweet, spontaneous, and is a best friend to me. We've been through a lot, and they'll be more to come fersure. Shes always there when I need her, and I can trust her with everything. She is my penguin. We've had some pretty awesome times, and heh we know how to make things work...we could get away with murder if we wanted to. Shes meh Sidewalk lover. But come whatever may, it will always be Hope and me.
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"Just because her eyes don't tear
doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry
& just because she comes off strong
doesn't mean there's nothing wrong

God forbid you be an ugly girl
of course being too pretty is also your doom
because everyone has a secret hatred
for the prettiest girl in the room"

"Do what you love, and Eff' the rest.”

"People say I'm indecisive, but I don't know about that."

"The worst possible case scenario you can find yourself in if your an electrical appliance, is if your a smoke alarm without any batteries, because then you can see the fire, but can't do anything about it."... [[I find this to be very metaphoric, even if it wasn't meant to be.]]


"I'm not sweet.I'm seducing. I'm not pretty, I pathologic. I know it all when it comes to you. I'm not okay. But I can mimic your words, your habits too. I picked up over the years darling, theres nothing you can do.
Emotionless....I'm stuck in that state. Never answer questions that demand a heartfelt answer. I'll just hide behind this curtain of hair. Don't look at my eyes. Nor these spiteful lips. Where have I been.....
I have been abandoned again. I am alone. But I am not going to let you see that satisfactory frown. Never..."

"We are so accustomed to disguising ourselves to others that in the end we become disguised to ourselves."

"A clear conscience is usually the result of a bad memory."

"The greatest harm can result from the best intentions."

"Too often, we lose sight of life's simple pleasures. Remember, when someone annoys you it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown BUT, it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and *bunny*-slap the mother*bunny* upside the head..."

"We wear the mask that grins and lies..it hides our face, and shades our eyes....ah, but let the world dream otherwise, we wear the mask!"

"the music is nothing if the audience is deaf."

"You want apologies boy,
you might hold your breath
until your breathing stops forever,
forever the only thing you'll get
is this curse on your lips: I hope they taste of me forever"

mum-"Micayla... where do you think you're going?"
me- " Outtt..."
mum-" You can go "out" when hell freezes over."
me- " Theres ice-cubes in the fridge, it's a start. loveyoubye"
* runs out the door giggling *