Writing is like breathing for me, without it I suffocate. I'm eighteen years old and have been writing since I was eight. So far I've written two full length books and am working on getting them published.
I have been through a lot of difficult things in my life. I was sexually and physically abused from the time I was five to the time I was ten. I have had psychotic symptoms since I was five. I also struggle with an eating disorder and depression. You will find that these themes tend to permeate my writing as they're a big part of my life.
I have been through a lot of difficult things in my life. I was sexually and physically abused from the time I was five to the time I was ten. I have had psychotic symptoms since I was five. I also struggle with an eating disorder and depression. You will find that these themes tend to permeate my writing as they're a big part of my life.
- Last seen 1 day ago. Member since June 12, 2007.
- I am a 18 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm student.
- I am in the groups Writing 101
- I have 149 comments, 112 poems, 144 stories, 3 journals
Stories I'm focused on
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700 words, 2 comments, June 16, 2008. In Mental illness, Psychosis, Schizophrenia, Verse, Young adult
My Stories
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The doctor’s office is freezing cold, I hate that I’m always so cold. I hate that the doctor makes me change into a hospital gown to get weighed. Sure at home I weigh myself naked, but unlike the doctor I won’t admit myself600 words, 1 comment, November 19. In Anorexia, Eating disorder
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“You haven’t eaten in days.” Sandy told me as she handed me a menu. “You need to call down to dining services and order some lunch.”11400 words, November 19
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Just then a couple nurses descended on me. They switched my oxygen back to the wall source and hooked me up to the heart monitor and oxygen monitor at my bedside. One of them took a urine sample from my foley bag and anothe1000 words, November 19
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Mom handed the paramedic a list of my medications. Melinda waved good-bye and wished me good luck. The EMTs put oxygen tubing in my nose and the paramedic put sticky pads on my chest to track my heart. They took my blood p1000 words, November 19
My Poetry
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You look at me through the thick glass
of the door to the padded room I'm in100 words, 1 comment, June 2. In schizophrenia, mother daughter relationships, mental illness, angst, pain -
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- Take Fifty Aspirin and Call Me In the Morning at allpoetry
Webmd said that twenty Aspirin was enough
To kill a one hundred and twenty pound woman - Scar Stained at allpoetry
I am the girl with the scar staining my face
The one you saw standing in the cold rain - Shrink Wrapped at allpoetry
I used to think you were
the sun, the moon, and stars
My journal entries
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I just went on a ten mile bike ride and I feel pretty good physically right now because of that. i drank an entire 32 ounce bottle of diet peach iced tea during the course of my bike ride too. I burned 375 calories which makes it all even better. 1 Right now I am really hot and sweaty and smelly and will be takJune 8, 300 words. → Make first comment?
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I feel so sick of myself. I just ate lunch. All I had was a salad and but I feel gross. It was a big salad. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and that includes a weight check so I'm kind of nervous. I really, really, really hope and pray that I didn't gain any weight. 1 On another note, I had a really g
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I feel so fat right now. I know in my head that I still wear children's size fourteen at age seventeen, so i can't be that fat, but knowing that doesn't stop me from feeling enormouos. 1 I both hate and love having an eating disorder. At the moment I am half heartedly trying to recover, but I say it's half he
Guest Book
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Living.Disaster on February 18Allo!!!
I is on your page once again!!!
no one else giveses you nice entries in your guestbook :[ so I makes another!!!!
Bleh!
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Living.Disaster on September 29, 2008ello,im just adding this because well i love all of your stories and i wish i was half the writer that you are so........yeah...
