Frustrations, anxiety, death, depression..

I am in very bad mood nowadays, so I want something dark. Anything dealing with frustrations,depression..just vent it out here.

Rules:
1. No erotica please.
2. Word limit 1500.(As I really dont have time nowadays).

That's all!!!!!

Contest is Over

• Contest was judged on June 30, 2008
• Rewards: Gold: 150, Silver: 100, Bronze: 80, Honorable mention: 20 people
• Final notes:
  Hi,
  I really had a tough time judging. All you guys deserve to win. Thanks for entering my contest.
  

Contest Winners

1. Péturalagið (Peter's Song)

   by blue starburst 800 words, 1 comment, on Jun 10 12:08 AM 2008. In Addiction, Adult, Death, Depression, Drugs, First person, Gay
   Gold trophy winner

   • Commented on by judge. Prewrite [remove]
2. Rest In Peace: Christine Elizabeth, the shadow in bloom ♥

   by xXSnickiesXx 1200 words, 5 comments, on Jun 14 3:22 AM 2008. In Dark, Depression, Fiction, Love
   Silver trophy winner

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3. It Was My Fault

   You never understand how much it hurts to have to pack up what she gave you until you have to do it yourself.

   by Matthew-Maldonado 1000 words, 29 comments, on Aug 27 1:40 AM 2007. In Angst, Depression, Life, Love, Personal, Romance, Sad, Third
   Bronze trophy winner

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4. So Cold, So Still

   If only her eyes weren’t open, maybe it would be that much easier to grieve.

   by Yuki-O 300 words, 4 comments, on Feb 16 7:09 AM 2008. In , Angst, Death, Pain.
   Honorable mention

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5. Barry

   This is a recollection, couching some thoughts about dealing with, focusing on, a life perspective.

   by Gary Alexander 1500 words, 69 comments, on Nov 19 9:45 AM 2007. In First person, Life, Short story
   Honorable mention

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6. My Dearest Katherine, I love you...

   I have no more strength, you need to be strong for both of us.

   by nixers 500 words, 56 comments, on Nov 21 12:22 PM 2007. In , Death, Love, Pain, Sad, Sadness, Tragedy
   Honorable mention

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7. They Told Me I Was Skinny

   by Midnight-Engaged 1000 words, 29 comments, on Dec 14 10:02 PM 2007. In Eating disorders, Teen
   Honorable mention

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8. the Night Before the Suicide

   by robert davidson 300 words, 10 comments, on Mar 8 3:31 PM 2007
   Honorable mention

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9. I'm Scared

   Small arms fire could be heard along the streets. This was nothing new to Private First Class Gregory Grayson, but lately he was having pa

   by Andy Stephenson 500 words, 30 comments, on Mar 24 11:03 AM 2007. In Fiction, Iraq, Sad, War
   Honorable mention

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10. Tears in a Casket

    A boy who feels lost in the world ends it.

    by WritersEffigy 600 words, 42 comments, on May 27 10:11 PM 2008. In Dark, Depression, Drama, Suicide, Teen, Third person
    Honorable mention

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12. black and blue

    by miles of smiles 100 words, 12 comments, on Jun 14 5:35 PM 2008. In
    Honorable mention

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13. Missing Thoughts

    I just want to scream, there's no other way to express it. I've stifled myself, drowned myself in mocking jokes and dry satire, immersed my

    by elfflower1989 700 words, 10 comments, on Jan 27 6:15 AM 2008. In Depression
    Honorable mention

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14. To Wish For Solace...

    Desolate and alone...

    by Reaver 200 words, 14 comments, on May 17 11:54 PM 2008. In Depression, Sad
    Honorable mention

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15. The Freak Show (1)

    by kierancluchey 200 words, 6 comments, on Jun 10 2:25 PM 2008. In Dark, Depression, Fantasy, Fiction, Life, Poem, Sad, Society, Young adult
    Honorable mention

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16. Little Poem

    I look around me but do I truly see?1 / There's people but their no way like me.2 / Life is a game you just have to wait.3 / Accept it

    by tony333 100 words, 26 comments, on Jun 21 9:02 AM 2008. In , Poem, Poetry
    Honorable mention

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17. The Beast Within

    There is a stranger inside me, a monster.1 / We share the same eyes2 / But he refuses to see the truth3 / We wear the same face

    by Kat222 400 words, 34 comments, on Feb 8 1:26 PM 2008. In
    Honorable mention

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18. Life's Burden

    You come to me bearing weights1 / Of chains and bleeding skin,2 / Showing me the burdened marks3 / Of scars to never mend

    by Hellcat Metal 200 words, 2 comments, on Apr 25 11:12 PM 2008. In , Angst, Dark, Hope, Pain, Poetry, Sad
    Honorable mention

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19. Left.

    Just me ranting, I hope not to offend.

    by Forgotten Tink. 200 words, 3 comments, on Apr 15 8:30 PM 2008. In Anger, Depression, Family, First person, Other, Pain, Tragedy, Unedited, Unfinished
    Honorable mention

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20. Weirdo

    There was a kid dressed in black1 / Black hair, black clothing, black chains hanging from his neck2 / Dark black paint covering his entire face3

    by SparklingMoonlight 100 words, 26 comments, on Jun 15 10:27 PM 2008. In Crime, Dark, Horror
    Honorable mention

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21. Abused

    Point of View of An Abused Little Girl

    by NightTime-Fox 400 words, 15 comments, on May 17 8:24 PM 2008. In Fiction, Other, Pain, Sad, Tragedy
    Honorable mention

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22. Confused

    Runner-Fox I"M SAWRY!!!! =(

    by Namoopf 100 words, 6 comments, on Feb 3 12:43 PM 2008. In Poem, Sorrow
    Honorable mention

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Entries [24]

• If they already left, you can't really let go.

  "Maybe part of loving is learning to let go" rang in my mind. I always understood that if you loved someone you were supposed to let them

  by Writing0Freedom 2000 words, 6 comments, on May 20 11:32 PM 2008

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• Am I Dying Today?

  1I awake to the movement in the bed as he tries to sit up on the side of the bed. I wait with halted breath to see if he can stand up by hi

  by skye01 2000 words, 25 comments, on Nov 26 6:40 PM 2006. In First person, Inspirational, Love, Spiritual

  • Commented on by judge. Prewrite

Comments

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  Hellcat Metal
  June 12, 2008
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  Is poetry ok?
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    RedHearts
    June 13, 2008
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    Hey I dont mind it, go ahead, post!
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  Noisome.
  June 13, 2008
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  I can offer you something actually about depression, something I wrote while depressed, or a vent. My vents don't often make sense, but I think they're kind of moody-sounding.. Generally I don't encourage reading them.. But I understand your mood wholly.. *sigh*
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  miles of smiles
  June 15, 2008
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  Abuse?
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    RedHearts
    June 15, 2008
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    Yup, its okay..
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  Andy Stephenson
  June 30, 2008
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  Thank You!

  Thanks for the honorable mention and points. I appreciate them. I hope you like my story.
  
  Andy