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i write what i feel i am sorry if what i write offends anyone but i write about whats in my head my sgt.'s dont like how sometimes i lose tract of what they are saying because i will have a poem forming in my head. i had a fiance but he died in iraq. i have been in the army for six months on march 27th and i graduate my ait on the 30th of march, i decided to join up myself because i was tired of being out of the loop when him, his and my friends started talking about the military and their stories. i put one foot infront of the other and move out!! hooah!! well at least i did until a few unfortunate accidents in training stoped me dead in my predeployment tracts and as well as the rest of what i thought i would be doing the rest of my life which unfortunately with how bad my back is i am unable to preform the job i love the most a long with quite a few other things. i got out of the us army three weeks ago on a medical discharge almost three years prior to my actually departure date from service. so i lay here on my bed surrounded by those i love while my brothers and sisters of my prior unit sit in iraq.

i have lived through quite a lot of stuff in my life and most of that stuff i would absolutely love to be able to forget. so much stuff that if i tried to describe my life to you, one, you wouldnt want to think about the possiblities of it actually happening, two, you wouldnt believe that all that could happen in the time spand of my life, and three, you wouldnt be able to comprehend the type of person that would be so low in their life that they would actually do what they did or how low i must of been at the time.

hmmmm what else is there ahh my love of a myth and history that proves it could be true. that comes from my mothers side of the family i know because i love going to england to see them ahh i miss kinnerly and shropshire, and oswestry. hmmmm i wish i had enough money to go home. ive always had peaceful feeling settle into my body when im on good ole england furtile lands. i love to read books which i get made fun of endlessly for by my close friends who would rather populate the world than read a book at night. i cant say i dont like my parties but every once in a while i like to sit down by myself when no one else is around and just read. i like the stories that are about the twists on the old stories about great war hero's both male and female that through all the struggles find romance.